𝑹𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒎𝒆

𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆

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Jisung felt his head dizzy and the feeling of throwing up immediately built at the pit of his stomach as soon as he opened his eyes the next day.

He slowly got up from the bed and soon realized it wasn't his own. The room was unfamiliar to him, yet he quickly came to the conclusion that this was the guest room of Hyunjin's house.

He made his way into the bathroom that was connected to the room and looked at himself in the mirror. It was an understatement to say that he was totally wrecked and got completely wasted last night. His hair was the messiest ever, his lips were all swollen and he had bags under his tired brown eyes. He sighed and turned on the faucet letting the cold water get into contact with his warm hands. He managed to wash his face and quickly went out of the bathroom and then out of the guest room.

He went downstairs, his feet stumbling as he walked down the stairs and he had a major headache. It wasn't in Seungmin's character to drink, everybody knew that. Even though he was adventurous, he was still a good kid. Never did drugs, never really got drunk, even though he would still grab a beer with his friends once in a while. Even though he liked crazy stuff, he did it in a good way, and he made sure he didn't get into the wrong entourage and he stood away from the bad guys and girls. He knew exactly what he wanted and he made rules for himself, such as never do drugs, never hang out with wrong people and never push yourself onto doing things just to please others.

And so, Seungmin being drunk was a surprise to everyone that knew him for quite some time. He wasn't the type of guy to just simply tell his life story to others, and his few friends he truly trusted were the only people that knew the Kim Seungmin on a deep, personal level. Which not many people did, not even his family. He was a sincere guy, and even open about his problems, but only with people he trusted one hundred percent. And those people were Felix and Jisung. They knew Seungmin inside out, every detail, every problem, everything. Around them, Seungmin was an open book. He trusted them with his life, as Jisung and Felix did the same with him. The three of them had a bond that was unbreakable. And Seungmin really cherished that.

So after he got downstairs he went directly to the kitchen with only one thought in his head. Painkillers. He opened the cabinet next to the fridge and found a little box with medication inside. Felix's mother had pills for every single health problem a person can have. Because Felix got sick pretty quickly his mom made sure she had pills everytime Felix or Minho didn't feel well. He quickly took a painkiller from the box and took a glass of water, swallowing the pill right away. He took a sit at the counter and he rested his head on his hand, groaning. He closed his eyes for a bit, after a few seconds hearing footsteps behind him.

"Oh, Seungmin" Jisung said in a quiet tone, a little surprised at the encounter "you're still here" he continued, going straight to the cabinet Seungmin went just a few minutes previous.

"The painkillers are on the table" Seungmin said, pushing the pills in Jisung's direction. He quickly took one and swallowed with a glass of water. After that, he took a seat next to Seungmin who still had his eyes closed and his head rested on his head.

"My head hurts" Seungmin continued.

Jisung laughed lightly at the statement. "Yea, tell me about it" he said before taking another ship of water.

"How in the world did I manage to get drunk? I never got drunk in my entire life, what was I thinking?" he groaned loudly, banging his head on the table.

He couldn't believe that he got this drunk. What was worse is that he didn't even knew what's gotten into him, this was all new for him. And the headache he was having now definitely didn't help him at all, he felt like someone hit him on the head repeatedly with a hammer.

"I guess that game really got into you. A whole new Seungmin even I didn't knew existed came to surface last night" Jisung said laughing, a slight smirk making its way onto his lips.

"What" Seungmin said snapping his head into Jisung's direction. He turned his head so quickly that Jisung swore he heard Seungmin neck snap. "What do you mean 'a whole new Seungmin' I am the same Seungmin i was until now" he finished, looking at Jisung.

"Are you sure? Because as far as I know you weren't this bold when it came to strangers" Jisung began. He took a quick pause and then finished his sentence, looking for Seungmin's reaction. "And last time I checked you weren't that much into guys or even at all into guys that you went full 'make out session' on them"

And at that statement Seungmin froze. His face was looking as if he saw a ghost and his head had millions of thoughts that were running through his little brain. I did what now? was one of the many questions that took over him. And then a flashback appeared in front of him, a projection of last night's events.

Loud music. Alcohol. People dancing. Spin the bottle. A dark haired boy. Wipe cream. Kissing. Stop. Blank.

Seungmin was confused as if those memories of last night weren't his. And for a split second he thought about the possibility of all that being a dream. But it wasn't. And he didn't know how to react to all those flashbacks he was getting, his head still dizzy because of the hangover.

"Hey Seungmin, are you okay?" Jisung asked the blonde boy, watching him getting up from his seat and making his way into the living room that was connected to the kitchen, and also the place where it all happened.

Jisung got up from his seat as well and followed him behind, curiosity stirring up inside of him. He saw how dense his best friend was and he understood right away that Seungmin didn't quite remember what happened last night. After all, he got pretty drunk.

The living room was a mess, soda cans were all over the place, a few empty boxes of pizza were placed on the table that was front of the tv and the room still had a smell of alcohol. Felix was sleeping peacefully on the couch and Changbin was layed down in front of it with his head against the pillows that fell probably off the couch. Seungmin guessed they were the only ones in the room or even in the house since Felix's, Minho's and their parents bedrooms were off limits to everyone and locked with a key during the party.

So Seungmin just stood there in the doorway looking straight in front of the couch where Changbin was sleeping peacefully. He was looking exactly where he kissed the dark haired boy whose name didn't even knew. He was having mixed feelings about all of this, he didn't quite knew what he was supposed to feel or do or how to react. He just knew that it happened and he had to accept it.

After all, he came to this party to have fun, and he definitely did. Even though not in the way he expected to, but deep down he didn't regret anything. He didn't regret playing the game or even doing the dare. He didn't regret kissing the dark haired boy whose skin smelled like coffee on a rainy day's morning. But just thinking about it made Seungmin feel some type of way, the feeling was unusual and unknown to him. If he didn't know better he would have said it was attraction, curiosity or even a little bit of lust. But he knew those feelings quite well, and they weren't the same as what he felt when he kissed the dark haired boy.

And that scared him to death.

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