Y/n POV
It was around 7:30pm as I was standing outside of Brandon and Zion's dorm room. I'm not gonna lie when I say I was feeling a little tense. Not because of the dinner but because I would be surrounded by Brandon my boyfriend of one month and Zion where do I even start with him.
Ever since we've sort of become friends again all his does is flirt and I have to control myself I have to pretend like I don't care when but I can't resist myself. I worked really hard with keeping my emotions in check because every time he comes around I can't help but wanna fall in love again. And I'm starting to fall in love again I can just feel it. I'm in a constant dilemma when it comes to the two liking Brandon, and but loving and wanting Zion.
I lightly shake my head trying not to think about what I'm feeling because I know the more I think about him the deeper I'll fall for it. So I lightly smile trying to act normal and knock on the door.
I wait a couple of seconds as the door opens to Zion smiling
Z: Y/n Hey, come in Brandon told you were coming over for dinner with us today
Zion says as I lightly nod and he moves aside to let me in.
Y/n: Hey, yeah
I answer, great really thats all I could say, I literally feel so speechless when he comes around making me feel all soft and shit. I look around to see the apartment was clean and smelled good but that's besides the point, I continue to stand there awkwardly thinking of what to say I could feel Zion's eyes on me. Watching my every move, I glance over at him and lightly smile
Y/n: So where's Brandon
I question trying to make conversation as I see Zion walking closer to me
Z: He went to go pick up the food, I told him you like Pasta so we ordered from one of your favourite restaurants here
Zion says as I low-key kinda melt at the fact that he remembered that I always mentioned how good pasta for there was.
Y/n: Well thanks I guess
I lean against the couch as Zion does the same
Z: So what I said back at work today, I meant that I still think we should be the ones that are together
He states making me glance up at him, really he really wanted to be with me. He grabs my hand intertwining our fingers together as I don't feel like stopping him feeling confused.
Y/n: Zion we went over this before, I'm dating Brandon and he likes me-
Z: Do you like him, do have feelings for him or are you just lying to yourself because you know you wanna be with me
We adds staring into my eyes like he could read my mind, leaning ever so closely our faces inches away from each other. Pecks the side of my cheek closer to my lips as ever and it takes all in me to not wanna grab the back of his head pulling his lips to mine. He made me frustrated in love.
Y/n: I-
I was about to answer his question but then someone knocks on the door. Zion and I both turn our heads to see knowing it would be Brandon on the other side feeling dissatisfied that our moment got disturbed
Z: I'll get it
He says moving away while letting go of my hand. He walks towards the door opening it to Brandon who immediately looks at me then Zion.
B: Hey gorgeous, I'm glad you made it
He hands Zion the food walking over to me. He wraps his arms around my waist pulling me in for a hug. As I hug Brandon I see Zion looking at me we make eye contact while I feel horrible for what I was doing knowing I felt similarly when I saw Zion with another girl.
