Hidden Pain (BoyxBoy-Jastin)

We Cant Give Up

Pattie POV

I walk slowly to the bed where my baby boy was sleeping soundly. I could hear his little snore that always make me giggle at how cute he is but right now I can’t even find the strength to smile. He’s in here because of me, because I decided to have a boyfriend, because I decided to trust the man that had taken away everything from my son. I sniffle holding back sobs as I approached the bed and it took everything in me not to burst in to tears looking at my baby. I could almost not recognize him. The doctor was right, he did lost a lot a weight, he looks so fragile, bags under his eyes, his lips were chapped, his face were filled with marks. I couldn’t imagine what more lies under those blanket that was covering my baby’s body.

I wipe my eyes and took a seat beside the bed not taking my eyes off my son. I felt a present beside me but I ignore it as I couldn’t stop staring at my baby boy that I have missed for weeks. I reach my hand slowly taking his now really bony hands in mine. I caress it softly not wanting to hurt him anymore. I kiss his hand. “I;m sorry.” I whisper as I hiccup. “I’m so.. sorry baby.. I’m sorry.. mommy’s sorry Justin. I’m…sorry.” I couldn’t say anything else as I kept on repeating the same thing crying in his hand. “Mom?” I heard a small voice stopping my cries instantly and look towards my baby that was staring at me with tears filling his eyes. I smile through my cries knowing he doesn’t like seeing me cry. “I missed you.” He croaks as he hold his arms up weakly wanting me to hug him. That all it took for me to burst in to tears and embrace him in to a hug as he sobs in my shoulder. I rub his back. “Shhh baby.. shh.. your safe now.” I coo as he continues with his cries clutching in to me tightly. “Don’t .. don’t leave me.. please don’t leave me..” he sob and that broke my heart as I remember the day I left him with Mark alone in our house. Oh god. I shook my head. “Never baby.. never again..” I sniffle still holding him in my arms.

Narrator POV

Jeremy looks at Pattie and their son who was still crying in each other arms which broke his heart and he didn’t want to disturb them. He is relieved that his son had been found and Mark is dead but he knows Justin will never be the same. He will need time to recover from this nightmare and he knows it will take time. Jeremy need to be ready for that, he has to be there for his son, he won’t give up on him no matter what. Justin had went through so much, he needs his family and friends to be there for his recovery. And Jeremy will make sure his son will get better no matter how long it will take.

 “Dad?” a small voice startled him from his mind. Jeremy looks up to his broken son who eyes were puffy and red and his cheeks are covered with fresh tears. He makes his way towards Justin and straight away embraced him in to a big hug. “I’m glad you’re here son. I’m so glad.” He sigh as Justin press his face in to his father’s chest gaining comfort that he had been longing. “I thought.. I thought I won’t see you.. and mom anymore..” Justin sobs in to his chest holding on tho him tight. Jeremy kisses the top of his head as he rubs his back soothingly. “ Shh.. You’re here now, we both are here with you and not going anywhere Justin. You’ll be okay now. We won’t let anything happen to you anymore okay.” Jeremy said or promised his son. Justin just nods feeling weak. He still feels exhausted and just wanted to go back to sleep. “Just get some rest Jay.” Jeremy said softly and it didn’t take long for the young boy to close his eyes and fall in to his sleep.

The others wait patiently outside as Jeremy left the room with Pattie in it knowing she wants to be there for her baby boy and the last thing Justin needs right now is to be left alone. Once Jeremy opens the door and step outside, everyone snap their heads towards him waiting for him to say something. He sigh felling tired than ever. They all gathered in front of him. Jeremy gave them a tired smile. “I need everyone in here to hear me out alright?” he ask as they just nod waiting for him to continue. “My son, our Justin is in there..” he point in that room and clear his throat. “But we all know what he had went through, we all know he’s wont be the same Justin we know and he wont be for a while and it’s not his fault.” He whisper the last part as tears clouded his eyes.

He locks eyes with them and continue “None of this is his fault and we cant give up on him.. we cant.. we just cant.. so .. please all of you here.. don’t give up on him. He needs us, like he have been needing us before this and we fail to be there for him and I don’t want it to repeat again. I don’t want him to go through any pain again. I know it’s impossible but I don’t care because I can’t bare watching him in pain ever again.” He said firmly. They look at him not knowing what to say, they know what he said is the truth. Justin is a broken boy now, he won’t be the same Justin that they had known before.

Scooter pat Jeremy’s shoulder. “Don’t worry man, I promise you we wont ever give up on him. He’s not just another boy that just went through terrible things, he’s a family. To all of us here, he’s our sons, brother, nephew or whatever it is to us, he’s our family and we will never leave him. We love him too much to do that. We will all get through this Jeremy, for Justin.” Scooter smile softly almost in tears. Jeremy smile back showing how thankful he is having all of these people cared about his son so much. It’s true when Justin once told him they’re not just his crew, they’re his family.

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