Kaun Mujhe Yun Pyar Karega Jaise Tu Karta Hai

Past

His mother comes with food keeps it on bed and goes to shehnaaz..
Shehnaaz again cries while hugging her

Maa mene kuch nahi kia hai..aap jaanti hain mujhe mai aisa nahi kar sakti hoon..plz maa aap mujhe galat nahi samjhiyega..
She said while crying

Thappad khayegi shehnaaz mujhse agar aisi batein ki to..mai bohot ache se jaanti hoon tu aisa kabhi nahi kar sakti hai..aaj k baad aisa kuch bola to mai kbhi baat nh karungi tujhse..ye sab teri galti nahi hai kisi aur ki hai..tu khud ko agar in sab ka zimmedar manegi to mai baat nahi karungi tujhse samjhi..
She scolded her while stroking her hairs..

Aur ab rona band kar de..kuch nahi hua hai sab kuch thik hai..tu khana kha mujhe kuch kaam hai aati hoon baad me..
She said and goes out while telling sidharth that she needs you more than me

He keeps the food in front of her..she said:
Mujhe bhook nahi hai..tu kha le

Thik hai nahi khayegi to mujhe bhi bhook nahi hai..mai bhi nahi kha raha..bhooka rahunga aur meri tabyat bhi kharab ho jyegi..
He blackmailed her as he knew she will eat this way
He puts the morsel near her mouth and she takes it..
He makes her eat the food..in between he also eats it..

After that he put the ointment on her hands which are bruised and having purple marks..she again cries thinking about the incident..

He leans towards her joining his lips to hers and kissed..the kiss is not for any lust..its full of pouring love to her..she keeps her hands and his neck and kisses him back..his one hand on her cheeks and other on her waist..he is pouring all the love and she is consuming the love he is  giving to her...she pushed him a little for breathing..there foreheads join together as they breathes..they are looking in each others eyes..
Suddenly she kisses him again..he gets shocked but reciprocates with love..
She holds his collar with both hands amd kissed him roughly as she was fighting for something..something which is in her mind..she needs assurance in that kiss that he will not leave haer..she bites his lips but he didn't said anything to her..when she got tired she leaves him and hugs him..he also hugs her tightly

He goes and switch off the lights and laid down on bed with shehnaaz beside him..shehnaaz climbed on him and laid down on top of him hugging him tightly..
 

Kya hua hai shehnaaz..kyu itna pareshan hai..kuch kehna hai??
He asked while stroking her hairs

Tujhe lagta hai isme meri koi galti hai..??
She asked him

Nahi mujhe bilkul bhi nahi lagta ki isme teri galti hai..
He replied to her

Kyu..tu mujhpe itna bharosa kyu karta hai jabki mere sage logon ne nahi kia..aur tujhe aur mujhe sath me srf 11 mahine hue hain..
She asked again while looking into his eyes

Hume sath me 11 mahine hue hain..lekin kya ek dusre ko janne k lye itna waqt kaafi nahi hai..aur rahi bharose ki baat to wo tune khud kamaya hai..tune kabhi aisa koi kaam he nahi kia jis se mujhe lage tu bharose ke layak nahi hai..mai itni jaldi kisi pe bharosa nahi karta lekin tujhpe bharosa karne k lye mujhe srf 1 hafta laga tha..mai tab se tujhpe bharosa karta hoon aur jaanta hoon tu galat nahi kar sakti kabhi kisi ke sath..tu dil ki bohot saaf hai..jo mun pe wahi zabaan pe..thodi pagal hai lekin usse mujhe koi pareshani nahi hai..
He said while cupping her face and winking at her..

For the first time she smiled at him and asked:
Mai pagal hoon??

Thodi si!!
He replied

She hits him on his chest and keeps her head on it..
Tujhe janna hai ki mai orphanage kyu gayi thi??
She asked

Tu comfortable hai batane me to bata de..
He replied

Mai jab apne taai ke ghar rehti thi to wahan pe meri taai ke bhai ka ladka aya tha ek din canada se..wo dikhne me acha tha bohot aur baatein bhi achi karta tha..usne mujhse dosti ke lye haath badhaya..pehli bar koi mujhse dosti karna chahta tha to ek achi si feeling aai mujhe aur mene dosti k lye haan kar di..us waqt mai 19 saal ki thi..hum khoob batein karne lage time spend karne lage aur shayad ek dusre ko pasand bhi karne lage..wo mujhe taai ki maar se bachata tha aur khane k lye bhi lata tha jab bhi wo log bahar ghumne jaate the..mujhe wo pasand aane laga tha..phir kuch din baad wo wapas apne ghar chala gaya lekin mujhe wo phone de gaya tha taaki hamari baat hoti rahe..mai bohot khush thi ki meri life me koi aya jo mujhe pasand karta tha aur mai bhi use pasand karne lagi..hamari phone pe baat hone lagi roz usne mujhse pyaar ka izhaar kara aur mujhse jawab manga..mene bhi haan keh dya..wo canada me rehta tha to wo jaldi nahi aa sakta tha..phr wo ek din wapas aya apne pure ghar ke sath yahan shadi k lye..mujhe laga mujhse shadi ho rahi hai uski shauad wo hamare lye baat karega lekin jab wo yahan aya to uski shadi meri taai ki ladki ke sath hone wali thi..mera dil toot gaya mujhe bohot bura laga bohot roi mai..phr wo ek din mujhse milne aya akele me chhat pe..us din roka tha un dono ka to mai saamne nahi aai chhat par he thi..usne mujhe manane ki bohot koshish ki bola ki wo ye shadi karna nahi chahta hai uske gharwale uski shadi zabardasti karwa rahe hain lekin mene uski baat nahi maani aur use thappad bhi mara ek..wo gusse me aa gaya aur usne mujhe palat ke maara thappad aur upar chhat pe ek room tha wahan le gaya mera mun band kar ke..usne mujhe kiss karne ki koshish ki..usne mujhe galat jagah hath bhi lagaye aur bohot zabardasti ki usne mere sath..mene bohot mana kia lekin usne meri nahi maani..mere kapde bhi phate usme aur phir ek dam kisi ki awaz aai gate ke paas..usne mujhe palat dya aur mai uske upar aa gyi..saamne meri taai ki ladki thi..usne wo dekha to shor macha dya..usne mujhe jaane nahi dya hum aise he lete rahe..sabne wo dekha pure ghar ne aur kuch rishtedaar ne bhi..us ladke ne mujhe dhakka de kar hataya aur bola sabse ki mai iske piche padi thi..meri halat dekhkar kuch logon ko yakin nahi hua to usne apne phone me  mere msg dikhaye jo mene use kiye the aur apne delete kar dye usne..usne bola mai iske piche 1 saal se padi thi..sabko msg dekhkar yakeen ho gaya aur taai aur unki ladki  ne mujhe bohot maara aur store room me band kar dya..apni galti na hote hue bhi mene bohot maafi maangi lekin unhone meri baat nahi suni..phir mere papa ko bulaya unhone bhi mujhe thappad maara aur bina kuch sune mujhe orphanage me daal dya..unhone bola mujhse ki mera aur unka koi rishta nahi hai ab aur ab se mai anath hoon yahin rahungi..tab se mai wahin thi..1 saal wahin rahi un bachon ke sath..phir preeti di aai aur uske aage ka tujhe pata he hai..
She said in between her tears..sidharth's t-shirt is totally soaked in tears near his chest..
When she saw him he was having tears in his eyes and he tightens his grip on her