CHAPTER 2- IF ONLY

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"im sorry again for knocking you yesterday, I really didn't mean it, I know it must've been a bit rough" he said respectfully but I also think with a hint of cheekiness? or am I wrong 

"Honestly, it's fine. Like I said, it wasn't the first time its happened to me and it won't be the last, its crazy out there and I'm not very big so its easy for me to be knocked around. Besides, nothing wrong with it being a bit rough" OH MY GOD, I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT OH MY GOD WHY AM I SO EMBARASSING

He starts laughing then all of the sudden he grabs me, he pulls down the mask covering his mouth and kisses me, hard. I'm melting, fuck this guy is a good kisser. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around him, I'm not sure if that's a weapon or something else I feel against my inner thigh but fuck me, I'll take it. I can't breathe but who needs air when the kiss is this good? I can live without air because right now all I need is this, his mouth against mine, his tongue entwined with mine, my legs wrapped around him, him pulling me closer, I've never been so turned on in my life. He starts to slide his hand up my leg, forcefully but but so very soft at the same time, he makes it to the top of my pants and then he-

"Bitch wake up!" 

I startle awake. FUCK. It was just a dream and I was woken up just when it was getting good. Fucking Sarah.

"ughhhnfhfsdjkf" I groaned. "I was having such a good dream and you ruined it"

"I could tell" Sarah said with a smirk. "Who was it about"

I threw a pillow at her. What do I say thought, I can't just tell her it was about some guy who's face ive never seen and the only interaction we had was when he knocked the wind out of me then helped her?

"I can't remember actually, but it was good" I lied.

"hmm, I totally believe that" she teased. "Anyway, you've gotta go home and shower and get a change of clothes for later tonight, same place?"

"Yeah I'll meet you there if you want? meet me by the tree we were at yesterday"

We arranged a time and I set off back to my place. As im driving I think back on my dream. It's crazy, im crazy. What the hell am I thinking?I don't know this guy and im having passionate lustful sex dreams about him... It was so hot though, it felt so real in my dream, the way he gripped my thigh, mmm. I wonder where he is right now, will I see him again? And if I do, how will I know its him?! because once again, its managed to escape my attention, I don't know what he even looks like or his damn name.

I get home and I jump straight in the shower, im dirty. I'm covered in dust and dirt and my muscles ache. I scrub my body and I wash my hair, I already know its going to need to be washed again straight after tonight but I don't care. I go into my closet and take out my riot clothes.Not professional of course, just my cargo's, a long sleeve t-shirt and a hoodie. You need to be covered when you're out there, who knows what else those piece of shit cops are going to throw at us. I picked up some spare masks and my bandana to bring too and I laid them all on the bed. I let my hair air dry whilst I made some coffee and I sat down to watch the news. The protests and riots were all over the news. Some of the media has decided to twist it and make the protesters look violent and uncivilised. What the fuck. Fuck this shit. When are they going to listen? when are they going to learn? I hope anonymous hacks their broadcasts and shut them down. 

Just as  I thought about Anonymous, a clip someone managed to record showed up on the tv. It was a clip of a guy covered head to toe in riot gear, you couldn't even see his face but he picked up a canister and threw straight back to the cops. My stomached fluttered. It's him. Someone had caught this guy's couragious and completely bad ass move and shared it with the world to see. They played it again but this time in slow motion, requesting information on this guy. Yeah I'd like to know too. Apparently he's created quite a storm overnight and has accumulated a variety of nicknames, the top being 'Riot and Masterchief' 'How very accurate'  I thought to myself  with a smile on my face

I have work to do, but I don't want to do it. I've had a shower, sorted my clothes, had breakfast, watched tv then had dinner and its not quite time to meet Sarah yet so I really should do some work... 

I reluctantly open my laptop. I write a column for a women's magazine. Not the best job in the world, but it pays the bills. I have an article due this week about what we desire in a man. What do we desire in a man? it doesn't matter what we say, because we'll never have it. Men aren't wired the way we are, and at the end of the day, on some fundamental level, they're all the same. I start to write out my article 


Men: Can't live with them, can't live without them.

Why are men the way that they are are and why do we accept it at face value?
Ladies, if you think to yourself for a moment "What do I desire in a man" and then compare those desires to every single man you've been with, I'm sure you will see that each and every man has not matched or even remotely reached your expectations. Am I right? What is the problem? Are we too picky and have too high a standard? Or are men just too set in their ways to be who they're expected to be?


I stop typing and start to think of my expectations. I mean, I'm not asking for much. Just a man who has good manners, is respectful and shares the same views and interests as I do. For example; I'm Pro choice, and I guess you can say I'm a little bit of an anarchist. I start thinking about the guy in the riot gear again. I think that's why im so attracted to him, he was respectful but all for chaos if it was the right cause. Theres nothing sexier than a man who stands up for what he believes in (providing its the right thing) and fighting for it.

I look at the clock, its almost time to go. I quickly get changed and I head out the door to meet Sarah...


A/N: you guys I know I teased with the smuttiness in this chapter but honestly, bare with me,. I couldn't bring in the big guns too quick!!! it's going to get so so much more hotter, trust me. 

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