Chapter Twelve

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Liam's POV:

I drove home and went into my room. I slammed and locked the door. This was all my fault! Zayn wanting to kill himself was all my fault. I told him no one cared about him and called him an attention whore. I told him I didn't care he was depressed! What did I do!

I started picking things up and throwing them around. I was so upset about with myself. I ended up breaking my phone, computer, tablet, and TV. That's how upset I was. I heard the door open and close, followed by my name being screamed by Louis.

I ran into my bathroom and locked the door. I didn't want them to see me like this.

"Liam! Open the door!" I heard Niall scream banging on my bedroom door.

"LIAM!!" Harry screamed.

"Liam if you don't open this door is three seconds, I'm going to break it down." Louis yelled.

"3... 2... 1..." Louis shouted.

I heard loud banging on the door followed by the sound of it falling down.

"He's in the bathroom." Harry yelled.

The door knob twisted, but they couldn't get in because it was locked.

"Liam!! Open the door or I'll break this one down." Niall yelled.

I didn't answer. I was so full of anger. I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were puffy and red. I was a complete mess. I was tired of looking at myself. I couldn't look at myself knowing I almost killed my best friend. I ended up punching the mirror and glass shattered everywhere. This only caused the boys to worry more.

"Liam? Liam!!" Louis shouted.

"Back up." I heard Niall say.

I heard pounding on the door, followed by it breaking down. I fell on the ground crying.

Louis ran in a wrapped my in his arms. He picked me up and carried me out of the bathroom and away from all the glass. When we were out, he sat me down on his lap and started rocking me. I was crying uncontrollably.

"Shh, it's okay Liam." He whispered.

"Everything's going to be okay." He whispered.

After about five minutes, my crying finally came to an end, aside from a few hiccups now and then.

"Now Liam, tell us what happened." Louis said.

"You guys will hate me." I cried.

"We could never hate you" Niall said.

"Yes you could and you will." I said.

"We promise we won't hate you." Harry said.

"Z-Zayn and I got into a fight.... I told him I didn't care about him and neither did anyone else, and I called him an attention whore. I also told him that I didn't care that he was depressed and that it was just an act." I admitted.

The boys didn't say anything.

"You all hate me now, don't you?" I asked.

"No, we're just kind of shocked. Why would you say that?" Louis asked.

"I was angry and I couldn't control my temper and I just blew up on him." I said.

"We'll have a talk later, for right now, I think you need to sort things out with Zayn." Louis said.

I nodded. He helped me up, and then Louis, Niall, Harry, and I all hopped into Louis' car and started driving to the hospital. I'm glad they don't hate me, but I'm definitely not looking forward to that 'talk' Louis mentioned.

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Okay so there you go!

-Kristina :)

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