my my sub journey with Kokichi!

Chapter 1 (Will only update on that one)

My grandma said my face looked slimmer (offended) but my parents kept denying it. My thighs look slimmer. I have lost belly fat

My ti🅱️🅱️ies are looking smaller, not to the eye, but I can feel it and my bra is looser. Also, the width of my chest is smaller. Was 36A, is now 34A.

Smaller hips. I have pants that were like, skin tight and now they fit me perfectly. My hips fuckin hurt. My legs look a lot slimmer. I have tingles in like ya know... the... lower parts. Some pants I own are starting to get just a bit big.

My hips are smaller. Still tingles down there. I want a hairless body... It has started a bit on my arms. OH! Also, my arms are slimmer too! I can easily connect my pinkie and thumb around my wrist now! I couldn't before.

Today, I feel more confident. My thighs are killing me. My hips are killing me. Heck, I can't even walk straight! Umm... we shall see what the cute brings us

Ok so I did the most Kokichi thing... So my father opened the dishwasher while it was working and water spilled all over the floor. Then, I said: DADDY~Y YOU'VE SPILT WATER ALL OVER THE FLOOR... And it sounded like Kokichi a LOT. Like, the same tone of voice and literally the same expressions + voice. It sounded so childish, which is not how I usually sound. My voice is very gender neutral so I guess it helps?

I've spilt the tea, I am pansexual, though I've only told my psy (cause yes I take sessions) .All that are left are my friends and family... I don't think I will tell them unless I come home with someone one day (which we all know is impossible).

So imma start using some subs to get a flat soft "Uke boy" chest (idk what uke means) and VERY narrow hips, cause Atua decided to curse my body with big ass  hips. What did I ever do wrong to Atua?! My hips huuuuuuuuuuurt!

I am the master liar. I have come up with A-MAZING lies these past few days, like when my mother caught me listening to music when she woke me up, I said that I had woken up earlier and fell asleep to the song after. She bought all of it. Or the other day, when I got myself out a tricky situation (which I created myself) by lying. Simply. Lying. I am really amazed by the progress I've made! UwU! I am, and was, indeed, a pretty good liar all my life! I managed one day to lie my way out of stealing someone's things and I am a pretty good stealer too! Let's just say I was always a Kokichi at the bottom of my heart. UwU! I think literally 95% of my life is based off lies, sooooooooo...

You see, the reason why I relate to Kokichi so much is that I've lied for most of my life. I always act all extra and stuff on the outside, but on the inside, I'm just a shy guy that needs more attention. I've never liked or loved anyone in my whole life. I'm just like a puppet on a string, not necessarily being controlled by anyone, but more like I just follow others. There was that guy that loved me, but I didn't love him back. I just wanted to please someone, just like I like to please others. I tell them what they wanna hear and act like they want me to act, with my own actions behind (meaning no dirty stuff). Most like Kokichi, I am what others want me to be. Inside, I feel empty. I can count my friends on chopped up fingers, friends that I consider real friends. Like I said, I'm a shy guy inside, weak, stupid and annoying. I get why people think I'm a creep and want to stay away from me... Haha... *starts crying*

I feel like my hips are being crushed under a hydraulic press... They hurt really bad...

Kokichi kinnie has upgraded his lock picking skillz. I am getting Waaaaay better at getting away with lying and also lying itself. I said it's a lie! today and it sounded like Kokichi... My hips fuckn hurt goddamit!

Ok so I asked Atua to send me pink flowers if I will be able to transition into Kokichi during the span of a year (or something like that) and yknow what? I saw some 15 seconds later! I definitely know this is going to work!