Do i really deserve him

Chapter 41

I woke up to finding tayler not next to me so i just lied down for a bit staring at the ceiling then went on my phone to check my messages and stuff and also replied to the text tony sent yesterday with "im sorry i didnt anwer u yesterday but i fell asleep and also good morning how did u sleep xx" i then got out of bed and went to brush my teeth and wash my face and after headed downstairs

"how was ur sleep"tayler asked making bacon and eggs

"good and u"i said

"never felt more safe next to anyone"he said

"Aww"i said and helped him make breakfast

we finished making breakfast and sat down with our food and it was just silent

"okay u know what this is awkward"i said braking the silence

"thank god finally someone said it"he said

"sooo"i said

"soooo"he said

"okay stop with this wierd acting i said so for u to start on convo not for u to say it back"i said

"hows ur day"he said

"really is that all u can say idk how my day is cause i just woke up but if u want an answer its annoying so far"i said

"screw this im trying to make small talk and im clearly not good at it"he said

"clearly"i said and we both started laughing

"so whats ur plans for today"i said

"to take u out somewhere"he said

"so like a date"i said

"sure u can call it that"he said

we then finished our breakfast and i decided to have a shower before i get ready i finished my shower and changed into a mini skirt with a top wich i tied up at the front and put my jordans on i did some light makeup and then just brushed my hair and put it into a high ponytail

"are u done yet"tayler said coming into the room

"yes"i said looking at myself in the mirror and pretended i was taking selfies cause i just felt pretty

"finally u took like two hours"he said

"no i didnt"i said and checked the time

"oh"i said

"so get ur facts right"he said snapping his fingers in my face

"sassy much"i said

"only for u"he said putting his hands around my shoulder

"one thing i know is that ur such a bad flirter but its cute"i said

"ur the only cute one here"he said

"see what i mean only cause ur my bestfriend if it was some random girl im pretty sure she would disown u by now"i said

"lets go now stop wasting time"he said changing the subject

"okay"i said then took his hand and we went to his car

i got in the passengers seat and connected my phone to the car and it started playing my fav songs me and tayler had the same taste in music so he liked the songs i liked and we just jammed out to the songs until we reached the place tayler was taking us for our "date"

"aww u brang me to an aracde"i said

"well i know every other guy normally takes girls on a date to a fancy restaurant or something but im different i want to have so fun and games"tayler

"i love it and i love u"i said and jumped on to him

"i love u too"he said and i kissed him before he put me down

we played some video games and other stuff and it was really fun and we started getting tired and decided to leave before we fall asleep on the floor

"that was probabbly the best date ive been on"i said

"im sorry i couldnt be romantic"he said

"u were romantic and the arcade is better than some restaurant or beach or whatever"i said

Tayler then licked his lips and i knew he was about to kiss me so i just laughed and leaned in and kissed himm before he could

"what-"he said

"doesnt matter just kiss me back"i said and he did as i said

"so are u staying another night"he asked

"id love to but u know tony and everyone else"i said

"okay yeah no i understand"he said

"i love an understandable boyfriend"i said

"hold up did u just call me boyfriend"he said

"yes but just don't let it get to ur head cause i hope u know im joking"i said

"ouch that hurt i really got excited there"he said

"well not yet but who knows in the next days or weeks to come u might be my boyfriend"i said

"i hope"he said

"im going to get my stuff and can u drop me over to the hype house"i said

"sure"he said

i went and got my stuff then got into taylers car and drove to the hype house

"why dont u stay here for abit"i said

"why not i dont have anything else to do"he said and i smiled

i got out of the car and knocked on the door and it was opened by tony

"omg babe ive missed u so much"tony said and picked me up and kissed me

as tony kissed me i felt tayler get hella jelous and he just looked down i could tell it hurted him but it is what it is

"it feels like i havent seen u in ages"tony said with his hands arounf my waist

"same ive missed my baby so much"i said

i then dragged tony to the couch cause tayler was still behind us and i didnt want to hurt him anymore

"So what have u guys been up to"tony asked

"well umm"i said

"We just sat at home and watched movies all day"tayler said cause obvs we couldnt tell tony we went on a date and i repect tayler so much for not telling him

"what did u guys watch"he said

"i dont really know cause i fell asleep"i said which he thought was wierd cause im the person that doesnt sleep at day time

tony then pulled me closer to him so that now my head was on his chest and he was playing with my hair and kept giving me forehead kisses at some point it felt really awkward for me and tayler so i just mouthed to tayler sorry and he just looked away

"im going to the bathroom"tayler said getting up

"whats up with him"tony asked

"idk but hes been like this all day"i said lying to him when i clearly know the reason hes upset

"im probably going to go home and rest cause im tired"tayler said coming out of the bathroom

"okay bro talk to u later"tony said

"bye"i said and he left

"why didnt u hug him isnt that what u normally do"tony said

"i couldn't be bothered getting up"i said wich was another lie i just didnt hug him cause it would just make him more upset