It's need a month since Bryce and I talked yep a month I still try to talk to him but I couldn't I continously cry myself to sleep the boy that I fell for the boy I couldn't last being 20 mins without ignored me for a month it still hurts I just try to act like it doesn't the at first I called homa a few times and leave voice mails but after a while he blocked me so I only talked to kio and the rest of the boys I decided to get out of bed and wipe my put on make up trying to cover my swollen eyes I wore spandex leggings and sports bra since we're working out I today
"hey" jazlyn says walking into my dorm with a pink drink and croissant in her hand
"thought you might want to eat or drink something" jazlyn says
"not hungry let's go" I say walking out of my dorm
"you haven't eaten in literally days and every time you eat you just puke your guts out and your about to work out its not safe please Lynn" jazlyn says hopefully but I just walk past her
"I'm fine" I mutter she sighed and caught up to me tlnot bothering to force me knowing that it'll only make it worse for us two and as much as you think jazlyn isn't the type to fight
"okay can you atleast have water when we get there" jazlyn asks hopefully trying not to push it
"okay" I say she smiles satisfied that she atleast got me to have something and hopefully something else later we arrive at the studio and I put my phone down starting streaches
"oh god imagine being that skinny I can see her bones" Sarah says which was the girl who asked me for Bruce's number when I first met her
"you called her fat two days ago shut the fuck up" jazlyn says putting her arm around me giving Sarah a dirty look
"whatever" she mumbles walking away from us we started streaching
"hey you gonna audition for a solo tomorrow?" Peter asks hugging me
"what?" I say confused
"female soloist...? Regionals miss Evans said you can audition and possibly get it didn't you get the texts I sent this morning... Or this past week" Peter asks
"totally" I mumble I completely forgotten about everything the only thing running in my mind was Bryce it was stupid that some stupid brown hair boy is ruining me he just had this effect on me and I hate it
We were at it for a while and I hear my phone ring I saw it was a unknown number so I got exited thinking its Bryce but my face fell at the news and a tear falling down my cheek Peter and jazlyn noticed and ran up to me instantly
"what's wrong?" Peter asks
"I can't-I can't be here... I gotta leave" I say
"leave Evie are you crazy do you realise where you are this is the best school y-"
"I DONT CARE IF IT THE BEST SCHOOL I... Need to go home" I say getting miss Evans attention and everyones accidently
"this is about Bryce isn't it" Peter mumbles but I shake my head I run out trying to preces the thought... How?... Why?.. Who?
I ran back into my dorm and getting the next plane ticket packing my things trying to to process what is happening right now Peter followed me continuously telling me to think about what I'm doing but jazlyn telling me to do what's best
"SHUT UP- SHUT THE FUCK UP" I shout causing jazlyn and Peter to instantly stay silent
"Evie why do you always put Bryce first i-"
"THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH BRYCE PETER" I shout
"what happened Lynn" jazlyn asked jazlyn wanted to know what the solution was before she had an opinion on it all I think of is how alike her and Anthony or kio are but that wasn't the point
"Lynn are you okay" jazlyn asked my chest started to ache still processing everything
"Evie?" Peter says trying not to show he's getting impatient to know what's going on I couldn't blame him if been quiet for minutes not explaining everything but lashing out at him everything he says bryce's name
"my father got in a car accident" I say Holy shit my dad got hit by a car
"Lynn you gotta leave and don't come back" jazlyn says making em confused don't come back?
"what this is my home i-"
"this isn't your home your not happy here and it's so obvious whoever this Bryce idiot is try and straighten things out with him but first make sure your dad's okay re kindly yourself" jazlyn says putting her hand on mine
"I've got you an uber he'll be here soon let's help pack so this goes by quicker" Peter says we finished packing my things they helped most while I showered and changed into something else since I stink of sweat
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I came back into my dorm
"I'm so sorry" I say quietly
"this isn't your fault at all" Peter says pulling me into a hug and jazlyn does the same
"call me when you can okay? I'll tell miss Evans" jazlyn says I nod and take my suitcases to the uber that drove me to the airport
I arrive back in bel air I did some thinking if Bryce at all I wanted me and my sister to go to the hospital that was my only priority I couldn't care less about our argument hell our father is probably breathing with machines right now
I arrive at the sway house i didn't even bother to knock on I left my suit ase by the door and Georgia saw me I already texted her the news she runs down the stairs and pulls me into the jeep to take us to the hospital but she had to drive cause she's always been netter to mask her emotions if she couldn't cry as hard as I can she would see the road better
