you cant forgive what others have forgotten
well, maybe you can, but i cant
its just not fair
when you put effort into being nice
and they just throw it back in your face
and laugh
and laugh
and forget
about
y
o
u
and its not fair
that i remember what id rather forget
while they forget what they should remember
and the words echo around your head in the middle of the night
am i not good enough?
you hear yourself say
and no
no you're not good enough
because whos fault is it that everybody hates you
yours
its yours
you curl up into a ball, trying to block it out
but you cant forget
and they cant remember
