toxic love | mattia polibio

♕ T W E N T Y - F I V E ♕

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I'm putting my clothes back on and Mattia is too.

That was fun.

Way better than Mars...

The boys walk into the kitchen and Kairi frowns.

"You get turned on by a guy that's trying to kill you?" He asks confused.

"Oh hush. They were probably feelings from my missing memories," I giggle and Mattia flinches.

"So, what we did was nothing?" He asks and slowly turns around to look at me.

"Well... I dunno. Maybe it was something—I'm not sure yet," I say.

I know that I loved you when I had my memory and even without it, I know that I still do. 

"Oh," he says and then walks out.

Alejandro walks over to me.

"I know you love him," he says and Kairi nods in agreement.

"I don't know. I don't know anything about myself," I admit.

"Don't worry. We'll help you get back to the old you," Kairi says in support.

"I like this you, though. This is your first time sleep with Mattia and you've only 'known' him for a week. The old Vera knew him for like six months and just lead him on," Alejandro admits.

"This was my first time sleep with him?" I ask him shocked.

"Yea... That's why he was kinda sad when you said that there were no feelings attached. You're not just a hookup for him—you're his future wife," Kairi says and then covers his mouth.

Future wife??????

"Oh. Future wife... Cute," I say all weird.

"Sorry," Kairi says and I give him a supportive smile.

My phone rings from the counter and when I check, it's Mariano.

"Sorry, I have to take a call," I say and they nod.

Mariano
Vera

Hey Mars

Hey, can you come to the club?

When?

Like ASAP? I'm bored alone.

Oh, yea of course! Give me half an hour.

Alrighty...

Bye Mars!

Bye beautiful.

Call Ended

"So, you're going to see your boyfriend?" Kairi asks with a smirk.

"He's not my boyfriend... And yes, I'm going to see Mars," I laugh and walk out of the kitchen.

Mattia's going to kill me...

Who cares.

I get dressed and quickly slip out of the house without anyone noticing and make my way to my Uber.

Vera's dress:

I arrive at the club and text Mar, letting him know I was there.

I walk inside and I make my way to the VIP room and I go inside with ease.

I see Mars sitting on a barstool with a drink in his hand.

I walk over to him and take a seat.

"It's too early to be drinking," I say.

"Who cares," he scoffs.

"Mars, are you okay?" I ask him.

"Shut the fuck up, Vera. mArS aRe YoU oKaY? Just chill, I'm fine," he mocks me.

"Okay, okay. I'm sorry. Relax," I soothe.

"You should leave the assholes that you live with and come live with me," Mars says.

"I can't Mars. You know that," I say.

"But I love you," he retorts.

"But you—wait what? Mars you can't be saying shit that you don't mean," I warn him.

"But I do mean it. That's why I won't leave you alone," he says.

He's just drunk. He's just drunk.

"Mars let's get you home, okay?" I help him get off the stool and I walk him towards his car.

I take his keys from his hands and drive him home.

"Can you stay?" Mars asks as I park the car.

"I- um, okay," I say and help him into the house.

I turn on the shower so he can sober up a bit and I help him undress.

"Do you love me back?" He asks suddenly.

"I don't know..." I admit.

"Please love me back," he steps into the shower.

Author's note:

Filler chapter... But focus on the details cause something in here impacts Vera's future 🥴.