The slump god imagines❤

orlando⛈

The pain in my heart just wont end. The words that I find just dont seem to compare. Awaiting my death in the end.

  Y/N

Another day in my life. Hell is what I call it. I get bullied everyday by different people. Like what i do to you to have this pain. Im hated by everyone here. I was walking and all of a sudden i get my hair pulled.... By April.

"EVERYBODY LOOK AT THIS HOE" then a eruption of laughter filled the halls as i cried. I got up and ran home as fast as i could.

Stokeley

"Ight vro you twekin" i said. We was outside and talking. Jahseh was telling us about this one girl he bagged.

Then all of a sudden a girl ran past us going full speed. "What's up with her" Isaiah asked.

I squinted my eyed and realised that that's the girl that go to our school.

"Aint that y/n" they thought and shook it off. But me... I couldn't. "Hey ill be back" i said and followed her.

Alone i must seek out the end to begin so nobody wants death cause nobody want's life to end.

Y/N

"HEY CAN YOU STOP FOR A SEC" I heard a voice behind me. I didn't though because I wanted to be alone.

The yelling became faint as i ran to my house. Once i got there, it was a note. Death note.

   
        Dear y/n,

I don't know why you show your face. Your ugly dude... Just stop. Your the reason no one likes you. And the reason your parents died. You have no one by you. So just do us all a favour and die already. You idiot.
Did you really think you have some one. Your funny.

DIE Y/N YOUR GONNA MAKE THE WORLD BETTER!!!

I crumbled the paper with tears in my eyes. Their right. I have nobody by me.

My 'friends' turned fake on me and started hating me too. It seems like im the only one stressed and the only one tired of having fake friends.

Nobody knows how this feels. Real talk. Its like they put a noose on my neck and a hole in my back again

I just cant anymore.

Stokeley

It was 11:30 at night. I was taking a walk when i saw someone on the bridge. I ran as fast as i could to get that person down.

Y/N

Ill be waiting on death with a smile on my face this is the end. Waste of tears..waste of years and months. Face my fears.. Loving her for once.

I was on the bridge smiling with tears in my eyes. i finally am facing my fears. I know ill be happy in the end... It'll be better for me and the world.

I took a deep breath and was about to jump when someone with strong arms pulled me down. I was about to be happy.

Its stokeley

"What are you doing"

"What does it look like. I don't belong here" he looked at me like i was lying. Im hated everywhere.

"What makes you wanna do this" i took a deep breath and spoke.

"Do you know what it feels like to be in my shoes? No you don't! You have parents that are alive.. I bet your parents didn't overdose on drugs. Did you get taken away to a abusive foster parent. I bet you didn't. Have you ever been wanting to die because you felt it was better for you. The world. The people of this universe. You have a waaay better life than me. All people do is hurt me and break my heart. I been told im worthless.  I cant keep love at all. Its hard for me too. Yall are the most popular boys in school. Im just a nobody. So can you please let go and let me be happy for once!" I yelled with tears in my eyes.

But he didn't let go. I looked closely and he had tears too.

Then next thing i know is im inhaling his sweet cologne. While crying.

We let go and he lifts up my hoodie sleeves to revel my cuts. "Your waay too beautiful to be doing this" he said rubbing my fresh and healed cuts.

"Don't feel like it" i mumbled. He shot his head up and pulled out his phone taking a picture.

"Really, cause i see other wise" he said showing his phone to me. He put me as his screen saver.

"What point do you have to prove"

"One. Not everybody hates you. I like you"

I shook my head "no you don't. Nobody does. I have no one. Thanks for that though but don't lie to me"

I lightly snatched my hand away and was about to go on the bridge when he held my wrist.

"If I was lying, I would be deleting this screen saver. I'm not lying. Your beautiful. Your right I haven't been what you been through. I would never understand in that way. Yes I have my parents but that doesn't change the fact that I have went through self-harming. I understood completely. I did wanna kill myself because I felt like I didn't have my parents in my life..." He trailed off.

He touched my hands and held them for dear life. "So whatever you have going on.. I'll be right by you so talk to me"

"*sigh* whenever I get home, I go through not having my parents greeting me at the door. I stay In a house by myself and it hurts."

He nodded and I continued.

"I'll have a hard time falling asleep because everytime I do its like a rock or bullet comes in. I would be tossing and turning and twist myself to make me be comfortable. But then the rocks that would come In would have worthless, ugly, stupid, fat, and more words on it."

"My last relationship was very toxic. He told everybody I slept with him the first night we got together. I really can't keep love at all. It hurts me stokeley. A lot."

And we just hugged. Tears were there but... I felt a little better. A little. "Just because you can't doesn't mean you can do that. And to make sure you don't imma be your friend."

He smiled. At me. I nodded and he took my hand and walked in the dark.

Hey y'all welcome to ski imagines. I hope you liked it. Because this is my first one.

All of them won't be lyric involved some will though. I finessed this though. I did good.

Vote comment and be safe out chr. So love y'all byyyyyyeee