I miss the days when,
I had a smile on my face.
When I wasn't so caught up in all the small things and
I wasn't so adamant that I could handle everything alone.
I miss the days when,
I wasn't so cautious and
forever exhausted.
When I actually listened to the things my heart said.
I used to simply ride my bike and not overthink life,
Not always wondering if I'm a like-able person
or someone no on likes
What happened to me?
When did i believe that i wasn't worth it?
When did i start to question my purpose to breathe?
Wondering,who should i be?
Happiness is out of my reach,
I'm scared to get back on my feet.
Yet it's hard to let go of the things that hurt you,
when they helped you achieve your dreams.
I miss the days when,
I wasn't so faded.
When love wasn't invasive and i could embrace it.
When did I break and become overtaken?
When was the moment I caved in?
Give me my mind back!
That same mind that told me I WAS worth something
That same mind that told me when I was off track
Take me back,to when i was happy and wasn't acting
When I was vulnerable and didn't see it as unattractive.
