Teacher Teacher Mattia Polibio

Pt 27- Truth

You sighed and looked at her
You: Um well, at first, I was just teasing him, until I felt something. My mom had him as a client for therapy, I didn't want to see him and one time, she was downstairs while I was in the bathroom, I got out to see him there so I tried to leave until he pushed me back in, making out with me. I really liked it, but it was wrong and I wanted to change
Ad: That's why you were acting so different
You: Yea, I backed away. A few months later, he was dating Lena and I was kind of sad. Remember when I told about the new kid wanting to hook with me?
Ad: Yea
You: We made out and Mr. Polibio stopped us and gave us detention and when detention was over, he told me stay for awhile to talk about "classwork," so when Kevin left, Mr.Polibio kissed me right away. I was pissed off and tried to leave until he told me how we both know we want it and he wasn't wrong, I did want to do it but I wanted to change
Ad: Did you push him off
You: I tried but it didn't work. Instead he put me on his desk and put his hands in my pants, as much as I didn't want to do it, I couldn't resist it.
Ad: Wait so he-
You nod
Ad: Oh my
You: I know, and things went the same until a few days ago, he came to my house so he can sleep there because of Lena, so in the middle of the night, he came into my room and he kissed me, I pulled him in and we both took off our clothes, and you know what happened next
Ad: So then why don't you want to talk to him if you guy we're basically together
You: One of his friends came to my house and tried to get with me, I met his friends at a bar, where Derek works and that's when I first saw him. His friend came in my house and started kissing me, his grip didn't let loose so I couldn't move, then Mr. Polibio came down and saw us. He got pissed and packed up, then his friend left and he came downstairs with his things. I tried to stop him and explain but he wanted to think
Ad: So that's why, but he wanted to talk to you but you didn't, why-
She looked at you and gasped
Ad: Holy shit, I forgot about him and Dixie
You nod
You: And worst of all, he always go to the bar to have sex with other people. I was at the bar yesterday, talking to Derek and Mr. Polibio's friends were there and so was he. Derek and I were talking but when I told him about Mr. Polibio, he said he would come with a different girl, in his arms, I was pissed off and when Mr. Polibio came over to talk, Derek came back with my drink. He wanted to pay but Derek said it's a free drink, but he didn't believe, he thought it came free because me and Derek we're kissing and making out but he thought we did it
Ad: What happened next?
You: He punched Derek, I helped Derek up and Mr. Polibio was about to say something until I slapped him and there the rest of my drink at him. When I went home, I started processing what went on in my room.  Couple minutes later, my mom told me that Mr. Polibio was here to talk about class work, I went downstairs and my mom left because of Hector. He started talking and I didn't want to but then we started arguing
You sighed and you let a tear come down
You: He called me a hoe, I decided to give him a speech to finish the conversation, but when I told him that he can't say shit, he slapped me, he fucking slapped me and told me he didn't mean it!!
Ad: Oh gosh, are you alright?
You nod and continued
You: I went up to him, pounding on his chest. I got him harder until slapped him. He got ahold of my hands and tried to calm me down but we fell on the floor and he explained himself. Telling me he loved me, but I didn't want to hear shit no more, I didn't forgive him, instead I got up, opened the door and told him to leave
You let more tears come down and she hugged you

Ad: I'm sorry babe

You: I really loved him, but I'm just a goddamn fool to believe a guy like him

Okay so like, I write stories for you guys but it does not mean I'm a fan. I like the boys and all. I like reading the stories of the boys but that's it, I was a fan but I lost the fun of being a fan of them because things in the fandom kind of became toxic. I only like them but not in that way