I am not scared to live my life but I am scared to live it happily
I am not scared to be broken but I am scared to be healed
I am not scared to be kind but I am scared to be a selfish bitch
I am not scared to be honest but I am scared to be valued for it
I am not scared to be nice person but I am scared to hear that from people
I am not scared to be stabbed but I am scared if any more space is left for a new knife to enter in me
I am not scared to love but I am scared to be love and cared by anyone
I am not scared to be available when people need me but I am scared to be someone's permanent memeber of life
I am not scared to be sad but I am scared to take temporary people's sympathy
I am not scared to carry a fake smile on my face and say I am Fine but I am scared to cry, vent my anger or hurt anyone
Because I am who I am.....
