everything. na jaemin

21

2018;

heejinks
active now

my manager just messaged me

he said he's on his way here to fetch me

i'll be set to leave in an hour or so

we've really come to this, huh?

the last moment has come

i feel bittersweet

heejin?

you're active yet you're not even looking at my messages

you're not even leaving me on seen

oh so now you left me on seen
seen

😑
seen

im gonna leave soon and you're not even here or in your room, you're not spending my last hour here with me, and you're not even replying to my messages
seen

im this 👌 close to sulking i swear
seen

notice meeee
seen

oh so that's how it is
seen

i thought we already talked about this yesterday, we made a lot of memories yesterday so that today won't hurt so much, but how can i leave knowing that you're like this?
seen

then dont leave | backspace

just

GO AWAY NANA

since when did you became elsa, heejin? haha

i could even sing you the do you wanna build a snowman song right now because of your go away nana that sounds like go away anna in the song

heejin?

please dont be like this

you told me i should leave, you said i should leave without even looking back

but leaving is hard you know

especially when ive learned to this place too, the nurses are all nice, the doctors and other personnels as well

and then there's you

you made my stay here really memorable

you never fail to make me happy each day, you made it seem like we're not in some place because we're sick, you're like the light the dark here

i'm glad i befriended you that night when i came here

but i have to leave

i have to return to promotions and work, i have to return to my brothers and the people waiting for me

but heejin, i won't forget about you

i promise

it's impossible to forget about you when you gave me every reason to remember, you even became the purpose of why i want to wake up in the morning to meet you and roam around these empty hospital halls