Forever

Smiles & Tears

Taylor P.O.V

I've been texting this girl named Elle, I met her at a meet n greet, she was so crazy nice and I really like her. But lately Shawn's been acting weird around me. does he not like me anymore? Are we gonna not be best friends? He's been my best friend for as long as I can remember, so I decided to go talk to him about it. He was staying in the same room as me so I went to our room and lucky enough he was there. He was playing on his phone probably on Twitter. I walked over to the edge of the bed and stood there until he looked up "hi can I help you?" he said to me. "Yes, actually you can, Can I ask you a question?" He looked at me and I could see a smirk on his face, "sure Tay what is it? He said putting his phone down. "So what has been going on lately? I feel like we are fading and I don't want to loose my best friend!" He slowly lost his smirk after I asked him the question, he looked as if he was getting ready to cry , so he talked softly "Tay your my best friend and I love you like a brother, I never want us to loose our friend ship!!!"

Shawn's P.O.V
Taylor asked me if we were fading! I told him no because we really aren't but I guess I've been acting weird lately since I found out that I was gay . I felt so bad I closed my eyes and thought what I had to do.. I let Taylor leave the room then I crept into the bathroom.. Broke off one of the blades from a razor And did one cut at a time on my wrist. I couldn't hold in my tears so I cried cutting each cut. One was for me being gay, one was for taylor not being gay, one was for my parents founding out soon to hate me. one was for how unloved I felt in this miserable world & when I started to cut the next one the bathroom door slammed open. Looking up seeing the red eyed tear Stained taylor standing above me asking why? I cried even more just by looking at him so I hid my face. He grabbed my arms and cleaned the blood. dabbing very carefully. after he got me some new clothes and I changed then we both sat on the bed. I told him what all the cuts were except the first two, so he asked "what do these ones mean?" So I just let him know the truth, "well... Well... Um Taylor I'm gay and I.." Taylor became very red but said "I.. what?"
"I.. I love you. Taylor Michael Caniff and more than a brother like I love love you"

Taylor's P.O.V
Shawn just told me he loves me & honestly I think I do to .. But I don't know if I should tell him or not, the other guys and all our fans will think we are crazy. So I picked Shawn up in my arms and snuggled him I whispered in his ear to "promise me you will never cut again and I never want to be the reason ever again okay?" He shook his head a slight yes. Then I felt my heart hit my gut and it just came out "Shawn I love love you too and I want to be with you and make you always happy, your the best person ever"
I think Shawn just shit his pants , he got so excited and he won't stop smiling "are you really?" "Taylor are you serious?" "You love me?" I told him yes for everything , then here goes my loud mouth again "Shawn will you give me the privilege of having you as my wonderful boy friend?

Shawn's P.O.V

"Yes Tay I will, oh my gosh, I love you so much you don't know how long I've wanted this" ❤️

A/N - I don't know if this part was good... okay sorry this was so Long and sorry for switching POV 's a lot I just wanted to get this done in one section because I've spent a lot of time of Taylor and Shawn I'm gonna start with our next couple. Not giving hints of who it will be, you'll see!! Okay bye my loves 😘