why am i so goddamn emotional?
rip me to shreds
tear me up
and spit me out
baby
anything
from you
i'll take it
spin it round in my head
round and round until
i make some sort of sense of it
i know
i don't exist to you
like this
but god you make me shake
my hearts pounding in my chest
lie to me, say you can't feel it
being in your arms
is the best thing i've ever felt
nothing will ever come close
to that
do it again baby
do it again
your silhouette is forever
etched into my memories
you you you
saturated
staining all the pages i'll reminisce on
bleeding through to all the others,
bleeding bleeding;
my heart hurts.
how do you do this to me?
i've written so much
about nothing
this whole world exists in my head
because in reality
all i ever do:
is stand in awe of you
and laugh too hard when you say things that are funny
and feel empty when you leave
that's all i do.
convince me otherwise,
baby.
how've you had me this long?
hold me in the palms of your pretty hands;
toss me round and round
dizzy
make me
dizzy
i'll puke my guts up and then want you again.
wish i was beside you—
nothing beats that.
sing to me baby
let me hear you.
the soft curve of your cheekbones and the curl of your cupid's bow when you smile
i'm so entranced by you.
wrap me up
hold me hold me
let me drown in you
like that's all i'll ever do.
—3:05 am
YOU ARE READING
𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐔𝐓 - (𝟎𝟎𝟏)
Poetry"𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭." a poetry book of sorts. full of emotions and 3 am thoughts. a glimpse at my heart if you will. have a look if you'dlike. *lowercase intended
