louises pov
"you should check" stephanie says.
"i dont want to. " i say, crossing my arms
"dont be such a wuss" stephanie rolls her eyes
"steph.. what if its positive? you know how screwed im gonna be? im 17! and about to fucking live alone." i say
"and the baby daddy aint love you no more" she adds
i give her a death glare
"thanks, forgot ab that part!"
"sorry" she pouts
she grabs my hand : " its gonna be okay. no matter what it says, i'll be here for you"
i smile and nod. i take a deep breath, stand up and walk to the table. i squeeze my left eye and turn the test around.
holy shit
jadens pov
i called ant like 3000 times but he declined every-single-call. i call him one last time and to my surprise, he actually picks up
a : what do you want
bro im so sorry. like truly, deeply sorry. you know what alcohol does to me
a : it makes you a monster
yeah...
a : i forgive you. but i also dont wanna see you atm. take care of yourself. and dont forget i warned u
and with that, he ends the call.
louises pov
"louise?" stephanie says
"what does it say?" she asks, putting her hand on my shoulder. mrs Ravens ( the doctor ) stands next to me
"louise, dear. im so sorry" she pulls me into a hug while i just stand there stiff in disbelieve. how could this shit happen?
"can i go home now" i say, pulling away
dr. Ravens nods and gives me a sad look. stephanie and i walk to the car.
i dont say anything and neither does she. until we get in the car
"d-do you wanna talk about it?" she asks
"no" i say, looking out of the window
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i sit on the bed with my fingers in my hair. stephanie sits next to me and puts her arm around me
"you're so fucking strong Louise" she says, making me smile softly
"its no big deal. i'll just get an abortion and we'll forget this ever happened" i say
"lu.. do you really want that?" she asks
"i dont know steph. i dont fucking know. what the hell am i supposed to do? i cant keep it!" i yell
"sorry" i sigh
"its okay. you know you dont have to pretend like you dont care with me right? you dont have to be strong all the time" she says
"i dont wanna be weak"
"you're not weak. but you're human. and humans cant keep their shit together forever. girl, the man of your dreams cheated on you, your mom kicked you out and now you have a little baby in u. I WOULD BE FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW" she yells
i chuckle
"yeah my lifes reeeaaallly fucked up isnt it"
"it is" she laughs
we just start laughing like two crazy idiots and honestly, it felt amazing having a friend by my side.
jadens pov
"jaden? whats up?" she asks
"cynthia, i like you. like truly like you. not for fame or hype" i say, grabbing her hand
"really? well i like you too! a lot, actually" she says shy
"do you maybe... wanna be my girlfriend?" i say
"HELL YES!" she jumps into my arms and i peck her cheek
watch out jynthia is official now
louises pov
i wipe away a tear
"awh beb" stephanie says
"man im not liking these mood swings" i say
"welp its not like much changed" she chuckles
"dont you dare!" i say throwing a pillow at her
"what? you being bipolar and you having moodswings coz u pregnant. i see NO difference" she says, making me laugh
oh yeah. forgot to tell you :). im uh well im bipolar. i never really made a big deal out of it and almost nobody knows. except for kate, emma, my mom and well stephanie.
i have severe anxiety, ive had depression and well i still have MANY moodswings. so uh no, im not dramatic or on my period. fuck you jaden
"well whatever. i love you. you know that. and i think you should keep the baby. but thats up to you" she says
"idk if i wanna keep it steph... how the hell will i take care of it?" i ask
"well, since you only got one more year of school, you might as well do online school and i, being the coolest person ever, will be THE BABY DADDY- AUNT- SECOND MOM of the baby" she says, making hand gestures
"i'll think about it" i say
"YAY IMMA BE AN AUNT!" she yells
"hey! thats not sure yet" i say
"whatever, i already am in my head" she hugs me and jumps up and down
A/N : oh mY gOd! iM suCh a BitCh, arent i ;)
q : how old are yall? just curious lmao
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jaden hossler - the one
Romance[ COMPLETED ] Louise, a 17 year old girl, moves to LA with her mom for a new start. Once there, her life starts changing. What happens when she meets the love of her life? Is it too good to be true after all or did she just get lucky?
