Girl meets high school part 2

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It was a long night first riley cried herself to sleep so that kept me awake for a while then once she was asleep I got up and walked over to the bay window I have never sat in this window by myself or at night but right now I needed too my head was all over the place and I didn't know what to think first about high school it defiantly wasn't what I wanted it to be like I wanted to be with my friends but it seems we're all separated I know I am because of this hole thing I know why I wasn't put in there I'm different I can actually see the world for what it is not what riley and the rest of our group see well saw I never actually felt like a king I never thought I was worthy for that title I guess that makes sense since my whole life I have been weak and that's another thing I was thinking about Lucas the one person I never thought would think of me being weak thinks I'm weak should have expected it no one has actually said it out loud but I know everyone thinks the illness is who I am I mean everyday of my life it's been hospital visits, non stop fevers or colds, medication, that's dani that everyone sees and now Lucas finally sees it that was my middle school life but I am in high school now and no one knows I can be someone new here I mean I am already a cheerleader I can't let this hole thing get me down I mean I wasn't put in there just like I told riley this isn't my problem so I'm done thinking about it tomorrow my high school life begins again and I'm sorry if anyone has a problem with that it's their problem....Lucas I smiled and went back to my bed looks like the bay window works again

when morning came I got and got dressed after last night me and riley didn't talk to each other as we ate breakfast I know I hurt her with what I said but It wasn't my problem and right now I had to get to school for early morning practice and with that I went to school and my day was normal I had practice then it was class I signed lightly each time I passed my sister and Maya in the hole I saw farkle and smackle get outsmarted by another genius and from Francesca and Nikki told me Lucas and zay were beaten up by the football team today guess my friends weren't having the high school experience they wanted and that made me feel a little guilty...great

Third person's pov
farkle and smackle sat in the groups usually spot at the diner "I used to be the smartest kid in school" farkle said "how can we run this world if there are people in this world who are smarter than us" smackle said "I feel ordinary what do we do" farkle asked looking at smackle "we need to take refuge in people who are intellectual inferiors" smackle said just as Lucas and zay walked into the diner "hey guys" Lucas said "yay" farkle and smackle said "you need some intellectual inferiors" Lucas asked them "yep you need some physical inferiors" farkle asked them "yay" Lucas and zay said as they sat down "so we all get our butts kicked" zay asked "I don't even feel like I'm me anymore" farkle said "yeah these first few days of high school couldn't have gone worse for us" Lucas said "you feel bad about finding out there are people here bigger than you" smackle asked "no I expected that that's not it" Lucas said "you feel bad because you know it's not gonna be anywhere near as easy as we thought here" zay asked "no I'm fine with a challenge that's not it either" Lucas said "it's about us isn't it" zay then asked "is there an us anymore" farkle asked "that's it" Lucas said "so look man let's go back to riley and Maya and tell them we feel bad" zay said as Lucas shook his head "no I can't do that" Lucas said "why not" smackle asked him "because I feel bad" Lucas said to her "what are you talking about" zay asked turning to look at Lucas "lets just go back and say we're sorry we left them and start all over" smackle said "no I understand what Lucas is talking about we left them" farkle said looking at smackle "well we just wanted to see what high school was like" zay said "they'll be okay" smackle said "no you have to understand riley" Lucas said to her "riley has such faith in people I mean yeah she had faith in the seniors" farkle said looking at Lucas "but she has more faith in us you know what I not only can't protect them here but I abandoned them" Lucas said as he looked down "it's not that we can't go back to them" farkle said "it's that we don't deserve too we left them I left them alone hey believe in something and I left them alone how do you come back from that" Lucas said as he remembered someone else he had hurt "how do we ever face them again" farkle said as Lucas looked down

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