I'm Not Cold; Just Scared

~~\(T_T) Chapter 43 (T_T)/~~ <Out of the ordinary>

Somi looked at Daehwi with wide eyes. "Where did he come from?" She mouthed. Daehwi just gave her an expression that read "I'll tell you later"

Meanwhile Jisung slowly got up and walked over to Daehwi after looking at Jinyoung for a solid minute. "Daehwi ya...what is this?" he asked softly. 

"Jisung hyung-"

"You really brought Him over? After everything he did to you? After running away like a fucking coward?" 

"Hyung can't you just hear him out-"

*slap*

"Daehwi!" Jinyoung cried out amidst the gasps, running to the boy who now had a red cheek. Before he could, Jisung pushed him away.

"Who the fuck are you to come near him? Get the fuck away!" He yelled. "Don't you have any fucking shame? Coming back to him as if nothing ever happened, huh? You shameless piece of crap!" He raised his hand, about to slap him too.

"Jisung hyung-" Daehwi spoke up.

"Yah! Daehwi you shut up, haven't you already done enough, bringing him here?" He screamed, making the boy flinch. 

"Hyung, if you're mad, hit me instead, don't hit him" Jinyoung pleaded. 

"Oh and you thought I wasn't going to hit you? I'll beat you until you realize the chaos you caused" Jisung said, raising his hand, about to hit him.

"Yah hyung, that's enough" Minhyun said calmly, pulling him away.

"That's enough? THAT'S ENOUGH?! This fucking bitch made Daehwi hurt, he had to take the blame of everything that happened. What did Jinyoung do, huh? He ran away like a coward!"

Jinyoung stayed silent, panic taking over him. This was way worse than what he had expected.

"JISUNG HYUNG! IT's NOT WHAT IT SEEMS LIKE, IF YOU WOULD JUST LISTEN-"

"LEE DAEHWI I TOLD YOU BEFORE AND I'M TELLING YOU AGAIN, SHUT THE FUCK UP!"

Daehwi glanced at Jinyoung. "But-"

"No buts, whatever you say I am Not letting that fucker into our house, he doesn't even know what he did wrong, he leaves you and runs away and then comes back hoping everything will be fine?"

"I DO KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG!" Jinyoung said, unable to hold back. "Believe me, I do. I take the full blame for everything that happened, for all the troubles I caused, for....for everything! And no, I'm not coming here hoping everything will be fine, I just want to apologize. So...please don't harm Daehwi"

Daehwi's eye twitched. He was only here to apologize? What the actual fuck was going on?

"Thank you for the apology, but I'm not going to let you near Daehwi again. You've already hurt him enough"

"But hyung-"

"Daehwi I said it once, I'm not letting him near you again"

"Did you at least listen to what he has to say? If he told you what he told me, you'd understa-"

"I don't want to hear another word from him, or from you. I don't want to let him near you"

Jinyoung felt his heart beating. Was this how it was going to end then? Would he have to leave, just like that? He glanced at Daehwi and saw the younger's eyes filling up with tears, looking at him. He didn't deserve this...Daehwi didn't deserve this at all.

He felt defeated, losing all the hope he had gained in the past day. He just stared at the boy, trying to apologize for everything without saying anything out loud. Words didn't even matter anymore. "I....I guess I'll be going then now" He mumbled, turning to leave.