ADORE YOU

9 •The Invitation•

So here I am now begrudgingly working and we both had reconciled with Hannah after our talk yesterday she explained herself as of the reasons.

First of the conversation was awkward which I never expected because it was never awkward between us, it was some what like this

We where sitting in our balcony which had a small coffee table surrounded by 2 chairs and had a bird nest type of swing, the balcony was quite a big one since we only had one of it.

Hannah had made us coffee as it was  bit chilly outside, Hannah and Em were occupying the chairs while I lounged in the chair looking at the sky which was a bit helping me to calm down for a while both Hannah and Em where quite, observing me though I wasn't looking at them I could tell because of their drilling gazes on my faces.

"Okay guys I am sorry but hear me out okay first" Hannah broke the peaceful silence.

We didn't reply just looked at her and nodded to continue, "Okay here goes we have been together since highschool we are practically attached to each we are more close than we are with Alex. What ever we did we did together whether be it beating someone else or someone else beating us." at that we all chuckled.

"It is great you know having such awesome friends as pillars, I mean you guys had my back when no one else did not even my parents. You believed in me when no one else did" 

It was true Hannah wanted to be a chef and her parents wanted her to be a doctor as they both were. A lot of fights had happened between them, Hannah had even left her home at that time and since we were close at that time I had bought her to my home after that she lived with me for a week when finally my parents discovered the real reason she was living with us. So at that time my mum explained Hannah and us to let her go at her home and she was the only one to make her parents understand the need to follow her dreams after that Hannah went to her home and tried to explain them, at first they were a bit apprehensive but after Hannah had finally proved them wrong they realised their mistake.

"So when Augustine asked me to be his girlfriend after dating I was scared because at that time neither of you were even dating. If you ignore Em's one nights and Mia you so focused on your career at that time you haven't even considered dating even now. I can still remember the look of dread on Augustine's face when I declined him."

" God I couldn't face him for a week and then you guys where the ones to make me understand how silly the thought was and how stupid I was to decline him. Augustine asked me to move in with him a loads of times but I kept dodging it because when I thought about it I was terrified because moving in with would be great. But I will have to loose you guys which I wasn't ready for, Augustine kept asking me. I don't know how the guy didn't loose confidence." Hannah was now on a full rant mode.

"I could give that the guy has balls" Em interrupted.

"I sure would have and when he popped the question again I just didn't have the heart to say no. And then when I told him my reason of not moving in he understood but I wanted to take that step I mean its been 2 years so I said yes."Hannah continued.

"And that is great, okay we'll stop it" Hannah looked annoyed.

"But the real task came when I was supposed to tell you I was fucking scared on how you will react cause I am still not so sure so in a way inviting them. I thought maybe if things went south, you can see how his friends supported him and maybe you would do the same or they would make you understand which in turn will clear my doubts too, I know it sounds stupid and even Augustine was against it but I managed to convince him. But guys I am sorry cause I know that you will always be with me as in my happiness I don't need a third party for that because that is what we want for each other the most. Now can you please forgive me I'll make you your favorite dishes" She finishes explaining her self while nervously looking at us waiting for our replies.