I'm in love with my Ex best friend

im in love with my ex best friend (2)

*4 years later (now)*

    I headed to my locker with my new bag that I got over summer. When I got there Becca was already leaning up against it. "Hey locker buddy." She said just as I reached her. Becca is my best friend. She had moved here in the beginning of 9th grade. She was there to help me with the whole Sabastian thing.

    "Hey" I said back with a smile. I put in the locker combination and open up our locker. I hung my bag in the locker and she put hers next to mine.

    "Can you believe were seniors!" Becca said as she flung herself on the locker that was next to ours causing a few freshman to jump as they walked by. I started to laugh as I grabbed the necessary books from my bag. Becca leaned over, grabbing her water out of her bag. Her blond hair hanging in front of her face as she leaned over. She looked like a goddess. I have always wished that I looked like her. I'm so plain with my light brown hair and my grassy green eyes. Becca has told me so many times how much she wishes she had my hair and eyes and just everything but she has to say that she's my best friend. "Are you ready to go to gym?" she asked me.

    "Yeah I guess. I really can't believe we got stuck with gym for our first period for senior year." I said making a face. I shut over the locker and started walking down the hallway with Becca at my side. We had to walk down the freshman hallway to get to the gym. I wanted to laugh at the look on their faces. They all looked confused. Others look scared. Those were the ones I felt bad for. I know how they were feeling. I remember myself being scared of one of the older kid coming from behind me and scaring me. I was always scared Sabastian would turn around and do something to make me feel even worse and every time something bad did happen I would always think about what he told me that first day of 9th grade on the bus and I would start to cry a little making everything worse.

    A sudden push from my right shoulder sent me out of my thoughts and my books flying in front of me. I bent down to pick them up, still in a dazed. "Wow what a klutz." I looked up to see Caroline standing above me looking down at me with a smirk. I want so badly to pull her down by her ankles knocking her and her little pose over with her. I looked back down and started to pick my stuff up. I could feel everyone's eyes on me.

    I went to grab my folder but she put her ugly lime green stiletto on it. "What the fuck is your damn problem?" I heard Becca say. She leaned down and ripped the folder out from underneath Caroline foot causing her to stumble back in to her little group. I stood up and looked at Caroline she was glaring at Becca just sent her and smirk. She turned around a stomped off with the group following close behind. I stood up. "You ok?" Becca whispered to me. I nodded and kept walking to the gym. We got there just as the bell rang and headed over and sat on the stands.

    The first thing that I notice that sent my blood boiling was Caroline with her claws grasping Sabastians shoulder as they kissed. She noticed me staring and slowly slid her hand up his neck and into his hair with a satisfied look on her face and what didn't help was that he put his hand on her ass. I was so ready to launch myself at her and mess up that pretty little face of hers. I felt Becca lightly bump her shoulder into mine. "You okay?" she asked. I nodded my head, to angry to speak. She must have realized what I was staring at because she said "Ignore her. They're not even worth it." She said and I knew she was right but Becca didn't how I felt. She could tell me they weren't worth it and I knew that about Caroline but Sabastian is worth it to me. He always has been and always will be because I love him I have since we were little. That is probably why him not wanting really anything to do with me and being so damn nasty to me hurt so much because no matter what he did I still love him and that drives me crazy.