Identity v Randomness (REQUEST CLOSED)

💔Let go:Wu Chang x Joseph

I suddenly have the inspiration to make a break up story
And I shall slap myself and scream after writing this-

Joseph woke up in bed and saw Xie and Fan beside him. Joseph was about
to go to the bathroom to wash himself.

Fan grabbed his arm and called, "Stay for a while, will you?"

"Fan, let go..I need to wash myself.", Joseph said coldly.

Xie pulled him and hugged his waist. "Just stay.."But Joseph didn't hug him.

"No.., please. I need to go."

Joseph was usually hugged them instantly but now, he didn't hug them nor touch them.

Joseph signed and had been hugged for minutes and he insisted them to let go, "Please, let me go. It's been minutes now."

He is just tired of them to always be too clingy. Because Joseph often needs some time to be alone and drink tea.
He just felt lost interest in them and not feeling that he is the right person to be with them. He wanted them to be happy without him.

Sometimes, they could be too possessive to him.

When they talked with him. He gave a fake smile to not make them worried. When sleeping together, the brothers hugged him but he didn't hug back. He just send some signals but they won't understand because they loved him too much.

He wanted to tell them that he wanted to end the relationship but he just couldn't.  It's because he knew that both of them had been hurt many years ago and he was worried what would happen to his 'lovers' if he told them.

Why le fook I'm writing this.

There was that time that he wanted to tell them but his mouth just wouldn't let the words flew out.

Jack saw Joseph's strange behavior towards the Wu chang. Joseph and them were usually walked together but instead, he saw Joseph tried to avoid them.

Even Fan noticed it. He asked Xie with a worried face, "Xie..do you feel there is something wrong? Our little Joseph seems to not in the mood to be with us.."

Xie was also worried and replied, "I don't know...maybe he needs some space?"

Fan said, "If he needs it, he should have just told us."

Xie said, "You're right. Let's ask him."

Fan nodded and followed his brother to Joseph.

He saw Joseph sitting on the chair in the dining room and sat beside him.

Jack urged his courage to ask him and sat beside him.
"Hey, Joseph. I'm meaning to ask you, what's up with you and them? You've been trying to avoid them ever since. "

Jack was a good friend to Joseph even though he always teases him for being short. So Joseph let the words flew, "I just felt lost interest with them..."

"Why?" , Jack asked.

Joseph told him everything. Jack nodded and give him some advice, "It's okay, Joseph..Not everyone has forever happy ending. Just tell them the truth. It would be better than just kept it inside. It will just hurt you."

Joseph said, "Wow..this is my first time seeing you this wise."

Bloopers (not in the story lol)Jack  said, "Bruh seriously. I've been watching breaking up dramas with Michiko cuz I was forced to."

Jack said, "What do you mean? It's life, Joseph. You have to deal with it. I read it from a book once but I forgot where it is now."He scratch his back.