10/28/--
Dear diary
I don't even know why I have to write in this thing because it doesn't help the way I feel about life. With us moving to a new city and getting called a freak all over again just from different people, to the divorce it's a shit lot to handle. I wish things would have played out better but with a cheating father and an alcoholic mother my life is just filled with chaos. My nana said counseling would be good for me, but this man had me writing in a damn book. Well that's all I have for today I guess ill write again when I feel like it.
**SLAM**
I jumped from the sound of the door closing thing and things falling and breaking.
"RIVER MEADOW CREEK CLINE GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE." Once that was said lake started to bark at my bedroom door to be let out. I made my way to the steps with lake behind me and looked at her. "What?" I did not mean to say it with an attitude, but she just gets to me. "clean this shit up and why are these boxes still not put away?" when she got done, I just stared at her and then the boxes for a few seconds then looked back at her. "Those are the boxes YOU said YOU were going to put up because they belong in your office and as for that vase you just broke you clean that shit up oh and as for that boy toy of yours outside the front door please keep it down tonight no one wants to hear their mom moans while they're trying to sleep. Its 1 in the morning Good night Beatrice and please don't knock on my door and ask for a condom again." Once she nodded her head I walked back to my room. "lake bring your ass because once my door is shut its shut." Once I said the he came running in my room and trying to jump on my bed. Key word tries cutest fail ever. Once I laid on my bed and reminisce the conversation, I just had with my mom I always feel like I'm the adult in this house.
Just as I am about to fall asleep, I hear my phone chime alerting me that I have a notification, and just my luck its my calendar telling me I must work tomorrow at 5. "fucking hell" to make matters even worst its 3 am and I have to get up at 6 like how you sit there and stare off into blank space for 2 hours straight just thinking about nothing. I roll over to the other side to get comfortable and finally sleeps hits me like a thousand bricks.
**KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK**
**KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK**
"Ri do you have any condoms?................come on Ri I know you're up" I let her wait there for a good five minutes. "RIII come o—" "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY DOOR BEATRICE." Once I said that I hear her mumble something under her breath and her walking away from the door. lord what the fuck is wrong with this lady and testing my patience. Once I get back to sleep the alarm wants to go off. "fuck my life"
I get up to go to the bathroom to do my morning routine. In the middle of me brushing my teeth I hear the doorbell. "who is it" no one answered so I went downstairs and opened the door it was some man he kind of looks familiar. "Yes, how may I help you?" he looked me up and down. "Is Taylor here?" he was looking in the house when he said that. I know damn well this man ain't peeping in my house like I'm not right here. "excuse me but what's behind me isn't any of your business so mind your business please and thank you. Also don't no Tay-lor live here." I looked him up and down just like he did me. "okay bye." As I was closing the door, he put his foot in the way. "ugh ma'am I never said he lived here but I did get a texted saying he was here. 2273 Lambert drive Valdosta Georgia this is the right address right." He showed me his phone, and it was there clear as day. "okay and why is he here at my house like what type of shi—"
"Ri do you have any plan-b's" I turned to look at her, and what I seen wasn't it this bitch looks like a troll doll aaaannnddd she's butt ass naked with the front door open. "Bea please go put some clothes on and no I don't have a plan-b. YOU ARE TO FUCKING GROWN TO BE COMING TO ME AND ASKING ME THIS SHIT GO TAKE A FUCKING SHOWER YOU STINK OF SWEAT AND SEX. AND YOU" I pointed to the mystery man standing on my porch. "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL HERE THERE IS NO ONE HERE MANED TAYLOR." At this point I am heated, and I have classes in 30 minutes. "why are you looking for Taylor?" Beatrice said as she walked back with a robe on. "this man right here is looking for him" I let out the longest huff and turned around. As I reached the third step I turned. "Take care of this shit Bea I don't have time to deal with this petty shit."
Once I reached my room I got dressed in some leggings and an over-sized hoody with "fuck the world" written on it. Once I was done, I put my bag on and headed downstairs to grab my keys and went to the back door to call lake into the house. "Hey boy, keep the house safe while I'm gone okay." I rubbed the top of his head and as I was getting up, I seen the guy from earlier with some random guy and Beatrice. I sighed and rolled my eyes "don't fuck up my house and clean that shit up no one asked you to invite them in Mya please don't piss me off even more this morning good bye I should be back around 8." With that I walk out and left for class.
