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I walked in the house before sitting down the ultrasound pictures and my purse. Kicking off my slides, I walked inside the dark living room before laying on the couch.
I didn't even bother to turn the TV on. I just wanted to sit in the dark. Ever since I got that phone call, and ever since Isaiah's funeral passed, I have not been myself.
It still hurts me that he's gone and before, I didn't wanna believe it. The love of my life was gone.
Wiping the tears that was falling from my face, I grew irritated with myself because I keep crying and stressing is not good for the baby.
It's just that when you lose someone so important to you, you don't know what to do.
I heard knocking on the door causing me too groan. Getting up, I walked to the door before opening it. It revealed Beeno and Jayda.
I put on a slight smile but they knew what was behind that.
"Wassup sis." Beeno said as he hugged me. Jayda then embraced me in a hug and I closed the door behind them before walking in the kitchen.
"Awnn, look at that stomach." Jayda said and I laughed before handing them something to drink.
"How you been?" Beeno asked and I shrugged.
"I'm doing better then before. Honestly." I said and Beeno nodded.
"I'll be back. I'm going to the man cave." Beeno said waving at me and Jayda.
"So how did the doctors appointment go?" Jayda asked.
"It went good. My baby is healthy but I have to finish getting this gender reveal ready." I stressed.
"Well me and Tae took care of the cake and the decorations." Jayda smiled and I hugged her.
Tae and Jayda have been by my side this whole time and all I could do was thank them.
I sat beside Jayda in the stools before taking my phone out.
"I try not to stress but this shit is hard because I'm used to him being here to help me." I said and Jayda rubbed my back as tear slipped away from my eye.
Quickly wiping it because I told myself no more crying, I began to look up things for the gender reveal.
"I still can't believe your having a baby." Jayda smiled and I did as well.
"It's something Isaiah always wanted. He said he wanted 15 kids exact." I laughed and Jayda shook her head laughing.
"Shit just ain't the same now that he gone." Jayda spoke and I nodded.
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