Not so innocent (JiminxReader18+)

*Euphoria*

"I don't know Jimin, I'm still embarrassed if I'm being honest." You state while rubbing your arm nervously.

"Why? You don't have to be."

"I don't like the way I look with clothes on, let alone without..." You taper off.

"Y/n." He walks closer to you. "I don't understand."

"I'm just insecure. Always have been."

"Y/n. You're beautiful." Jimin tries to tell you.

You turn around. "I don't feel beautiful."

"Y/n...Honestly you don't have to feel embarrassed around me....just please...."

You wait for the rest of his sentence.

"I don't like it."

"Don't like what?" You question.

"I don't like not being around you."

He sounded broken..Waves of guilt rushed over your entire body. You were being drowned by your own stigmas.

"Please stop avoiding me." He speaks softly, still not looking at you. "Please."

"Jimin I'm sorry...."

"Sorry for what? Replacing me?" His eyes started tearing up.

"I didn't replace you.." You tried to defend yourself.

"Well it certainly seems like you did."

"I-" There was nothing you could say to make the situation any better.

Silence, for a moment. Until it was broken by the sound of Jimin whimpering.

"Jimin..." You tried grabbing his hand but he moved it before you could and stood up.

"I think I better go." He said as he walked away from you.

"Jimin wait!" You rush to grab his arm in order to stop him.

"Let go." He demands but you don't listen.

"I have noting more to say you Y/n. Let go." He instructs while backing up. He was up against a wall and couldn't move any further. You decided that now was the perfect time to make a change.

You had a brief moment of eye contact with him before you connected your lips to his. It wasn't like you to do something this bold, most of the time you feared that if you did, something would go wrong. But you threw all of your doubts out the window this time.

You pulled away after a few moments because he didn't react at all.

"Sorry...I..I shouldn't have came here." You said while trying to rush away but he grabbed you and pulled you back into a kiss.

You were the one up against a wall now, not that you minded. You weren't planning on going anywhere now that he was kissing you back. It was far too magical for anyone with half a mind to leave. His lips were soft and plump, they tasted like pure bliss and every movement he made felt perfect. Life in this moment, felt as if it was in slow motion. No one else in the world existed to you. It was just you and Jimin. A love song's lyrics popped into your head.

"I've been waiting my whole life for a someone like you, to go and steal my heart just the way you do,
It's been one hell of a year here, awaiting on you,
So I got, some questions for you.
Did it hurt? When you fell, from heaven.
Did it hurt? Just to know, I was right here awaiting.
Did you know? Did you know?
It was love from the first time we touched~"

They repeated until the kiss ended. When it did all you two could do was focus on each other. Both of your faces were bright red in excitement.

"Y/n, I like you. And I'm not just saying that because you kissed me, I've felt this way almost immediately after we met." Jimin broke the silence.

You were still out of breath so you didn't get to respond before he started talking again.

"I need you to know that whenever you enter the room I feel euphoric." He expresses.

"I never understood that feeling until now.." You were dumbfounded. "I feel dizzy....I need to lie down..."

"The ground is kind of gross." Jimin states.

"I brought a blanket." You said while taking it out of your bag and spreading it out on the ground.

Jimin sat next to you on the blanket while you lain there. After a minute he ended up lying down too. The roof of that place had holes in it big enough to see the sky. You two stayed put for long enough to notice that the sky was getting dark.

"You know you can still start that fire, if you want. Now is a perfect time to with the temperature slowly decreasing." Jimin suggested.

"Oh I forgot about that, you're right." You got up and grabbed your supplies. Putting the sticks and branch pieces that you gathered into a pyramid like shape, only it had gaps so that oxygen could flow in. You left one stick out so that you could roast the marshmallows that you had brought.

"Jimin will you light it up?" You ask while holding the match box out for him.

"Sure."

It's weird to think that you could have been doing this alone if he hadn't decided to come here today. None of this would have happened. You would still be avoiding him. Hah, what a weird world we live in. Definitely one full of possibilities.

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Author's note:
KisS KisS FaLL iN LoVe.
Finally some Jimin x Y/n going on in a FREAKING JIMIN X READER FIC. It's about time wouldn't you agree?🤠ffbdidbsk sorry haha
Btw the song that Jimin was singing was "chameber of reflection" by Mac DeMarco
And the other one is called "Did it hurt?" By Never Shout Never, just incase you wanted to know. 🥺❤️