On the outside he's just a normal college boy who happens to like guys, but on the inside he's broken.
Always wearing a smile, people would believe he has it all and he agreed with them
When a new kid starts at his school everything he thought he k...
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Laying here, looking at Zayn peacefully asleep I wonder how I got here. Something I've been doing a lot lately.
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When we were back in Canada, I would've turned away from any guy who looked at me the way Zayn does and now I'm here with a raging hard on for the guy who's pregnant with my child.
Some would say I'm only twenty-one with my whole life ahead of me and that I'm ruining it by being with Zayn but that couldn't be further from the truth. Yeah Zayn is younger and a little dependent but, after what he's been through I'm surprised he still trusts people.
He's such a sweet person and he puts everyone happiness above his own. I know if I was to tell Zayn that I couldn't do this anymore he'd let me go. I also know that if I did that, I'd get a phone call the next day telling me Zayn is dead.
That thought breaks me every time, to think that someone has been so hurt and broken down that they'd rather kill themselves than watch the two people they've truly loved move on and be happy is humbling.
Zayn wouldn't kill himself out of pity or self-loathing but so Hunter and I never had to worry about running into him in the future and have our pasts brought up.
Sometimes I feel like I don't make him happy enough but that's probably because we've only known each other for three months and this is where we are. I feel like I've known him for a lifetime but at the same time I feel like there's still more to learn.
I'm brought back to reality by Zayn shifting in his sleep, the blanket slips down his body and I can see the top of his boxers making me harder.
This cannot be normal!
I slowly reach down pulling the blanket completely off of him revealing that he too is hard with morning wood
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