billie
i rush into the doctors and sing in and shit
i rub upstairs and then see tjs mon right there. i walk to her and look back to try and not make thus awkward. i sit next to her "hi" i say "hi billi-e.." she says to me. she sounds to broken i feel so bad
"do you have anything to do with this.." she asks me . my eyes open wide but not in a bad way like a oh never knew that was gonna come out way. "n-no " i look down.
tbh i feel like it legit is something to do with me i mean i never checked up on him. he always did and always wanted to hang out with me. the doctor comes to us
"um so...he's fine? kinda you know what he did is something serious but....did he show any sings of depression mom?"
"well no he always came from work and i nearly saw him but he always was in a good mood" she says as he writes it down
"are you his girlfriend?" the doctor asks me and i look up "oh um-i" "yeah" i sigh.
"ok" "with you did he show any signs?" he asks me "no but he always wanted to hang out and talk to me but i was always busy" i tell the doctor
brandon
i haven't heard of her but i guess that's what i expected right? she's just to hard to find. that's like my future wife . i laugh "damn" i say to myself i try and fall back to sleep even tho it's legit 7:30 but i usually wake up around 11 these days.
hi this is so short but i'm doin online classes and what not and there's so much shit to do but bye bye <3
