Confusion

mistakes

EEEE OVER 200 READS I CANT BELIEVE IT BDURBUSBFUR okay am I overreacting? But like thank you🥺🥺💕i wish i can give you all unholy children kiss on the cheek
Okay back to the story

You wake up to yourself alone in bed
You check your phone
17 miss calls from Mattia
You think in your head
What does he want now...
Mar walks in the room

"Finally the sleeping beauty has awaken" he says handing you coffee
"Oooooh coffeeeee yay hehehehe"
"It seems like you like the coffee more than me"
"But i do"

Mar stops what he was doing at looks at you dead in the eye

"What..im just speaking facts"

He comes up to you takes your coffee away and lays down ontop of you
It was cute but he was heavy you couldn't breathe

"Okayyokay Mar i like you moreeee i can't breatheeeeee"

He lays down beside you and kisses your cheeks
you flinch as you hear moms voice from downstairs

"MAR!! Y/N!! BREAKFAST"

You both look eachother in the eyes and laugh

Few hours later

Mar went out to meet his hometown friends
You and him were suppose to talk today so he said he'll be back soon
You were in your room wondering if you should call back Mattia
Right as you think it wasn't a good idea you get a call from Mattia. You hesitate to answer but do anyways

"Hello?y/n  why didn't you answer me call me or call me back?"
"Sorry..i wasn't sure if I was ready to talk to you"
"Well are you still up for this sunday?"
"Huh"
"Dont you remember? We agreed on going out this sunday?"
"No i remember but like arnt you mad at me?
"Yea i am but we gotta talk this out dont you think? I cant stay mad at you forever"
"Yea sure i guess"
"Okay ill pick you up at 1 tmrw"

You guys talk a little bit more planning what you guys would do tomorrow and end the call

"Okay see you tomorrow"
"Who was that" says mar walking in with two popsicles in his hand
"Mattia"

He hands you one of the popsicle and asks what you guys were talking about

"Just what we were gonna do tomorrow"

He looks at you in confusion as lays beside you
You try not to explain the whole thing and get on tiktok scrolling through your fyp
He lays on your shoulder watching it with you
Mattia pops up with his mugshot trend
Mar sees that you follow him and takes your phone away

"HEYY I WAS WATCHING THAT"
"You follow Mattia but not me?
"He took my phone and followed himself when we were dating..can I have my phone back?"
"No we are going to talk about our situation right now"
"right NOW now?"
"Yes right NOW now"

He takes your phone to his room and hides it
Coming back with empty hands
You sit up as he sits infront of you
You start biting your lips

"So how are we gonna do this" he asks you
"Can we get food first? Im hungry..."

He looks at you and sighs

"Pleassseeee???"you say as you give him puppy dog eyes

He gets up and grabs his car keys and walks out
You get hyped and jump off the bed running down stairs
You look at him

"No phone...?" You asn gently
"If im not bringing my phone your not bringing yours"
"Okay..."

You guys get in the car

"What do you want t-"
"TACCCCCOOOOOSSSS"
"your gonna make my ears bleed"
"Sorry...."

1 hour later

After having taco you guys go to a park to walk around and talk

"What do you want us to be" he asks you quietly
"I want us to be together but then again..
We can't"
"Why not?"
"Mar...we're stepsiblings its not right.. what would the people think? what would our parents think?" You say looking at him with and upset face
He pulls you behind the tree
"You really thinking about what people would think about us? I agree with you about our parents but like why do you care on what the people think?"

You start to think in your head
He was right.  Why do you have to care on what people think. You never do
But why do you feel scared
Why are you scared to be with him

"Mar im scared..,I dont know what im scared of and why I am but im scared.."you say as you look down at the ground

He lifts your chin up and kisses you

"you know I never thought I would catch feelings for you. First time i saw you i thought you were just hot heh.. But the way you smile, the way you look at me, the way i feel safe when im with you its like there could be nothing better than this but the question is do you even feel the same way?" You say cautiously

You look at his eyes
You can tell he was afraid to answer
You cup his cheeks with your hands and wait for  his answer

"I do...I feel exactly the same honestly if i could i would run away with you. Everytime i see Mattia with you or some other guy it burns my heart but i feel like your not ready"

You look at him upset and confused

"What do you mean"
"Think about it y/n if you were ready for me
  why is Mattia always coming in between us?"
"I dont..think of Mattia like that though.."
"I know mamas but its like your not ready to let him go"
"I am i just dont know how.."
"Well then when you do im sure we can make this work"he says with a faint smile
"But i want this to work out now.."

He grabs your waist pulling you closer to him

"You'll thank me later..trust me babygirl I know what im doing" he says giving you a kiss on the forehead

You didn't know what to do
Was Mar right? Are you not ready?
He suggests going home now so we walk slowly to the car untill someone stops us

"MAR"

you guys both look behind you

"...and y/n "

It was ale.