TOXIC, batboy preferences

cheating/moving on.

( TOXIC ! )
cheating/moving on!
( requested by SsComitDancersS )

dick grayson―
→after your whole argument with dick, a part of you had hoped that this was all just some stupid dream where you would wake up in dick's arms and just let him hold you tight all night long. only it wasn't a dream. reality hit you like a knife as you watched starfire by dick's side during some nights of patrol. that was when it made it clear that there wasn't a place for you in gotham city anymore. not when dick had made it quite clear that kori was your replacement. clearly he moved on, but you didn't.

→regardless of the fact that you moved back to star city, your thoughts always turned to dick. for one instance, you were with green arrow fighting against count vertigo and his minions. you had successfully managed to create an attack that dick had been trying to teach you ever since you two were together. but as you looked to see him beaming down at you in praise, he wasn't there. you were fighting this battle alone, and he wasn't there to see your success. how sad was it to think, the move that had been trying to teach you for so long, only worked when you two were literally apart

→you had made your way back to gotham city, for a visit of course. you missed the place, it was like the home you never head. and the only place you could go to clear your mind was the diner. only as you headed to the diner to which you and dick had your first date. only your heart shattered once more as you watched through the window, dick laughing at joke kori had made. "i guess you moved on, boy wonder," you mumbled as a tear trickled down your face

jason todd―
→jason had told you that he would never stop loving you. but maybe that was a lie. during the time that you had spent recovering after you had got shot, you had barely seen jason. of course, he was there to rebandage your wounds, place a kiss on the top of your head and make you something to eat or help you get out of your bed so you could take a shower or go to the washroom. but in those moments where he could be cuddling next to you, or just holding you in his arms, he was absent. and it didn't start to take a toll in your mind until you finally caught on to some signs

→he had been distant. and not in the way where he wouldn't want to be in the same room as you, but to where jason would only have small conversations with you. he didn't want to talk about what happened on patrol, anything with his brothers or even talk to you for more than ten minutes for that matter. of course, it was hard to take note of what he was doing when you were confined in your room to rest, but it wasn't hard to recognize that jason was doing something. and the more you tossed and turned in your bed, tears trickled down your face as you thought that the reason he was so distant was because of you. it was your fault.

→you hadn't told jason that you were able to get yourself out of bed, besides, he was out on patrol right now, so it wouldn't even matter. you made your way out of your bed to go and help yourself to a glass of red wine. you made your way over towards the balcony to look out at the view in front of you. only the glass of wine fell out of your hands as you watched in horror to see your boyfriend making out with artemis. "what. the. hell," you said loudly to get their attention. to jason's horror, he watched tears stream down your face as he pulled away from the kiss. "y/n―" only he was cut off as you ran away from his presence

tim drake―
→tim had been giving you and conner the cold shoulder ever since he had dumped you. as much as you wanted to tell him the truth, you couldn't risk your friendship with conner. the whole situation was like every sappy romantic book and movie the two of you had made fun of together, well it looks like you were finally in that situation yourself. and it wasn't as pleasant as every hallmark movie had made it out to be. you were crushed, he was crushed. the two of you were just broken completely

→of course, it didn't stop you from talking to conner. the guy was practically like an older brother figure to you. and while you wanted to get back together with tim, you couldn't help but spend every minute with his best friend just to make him jealous. that would show him. and it did. to the point which your presence in the batcave had been revoked, only making tim more jealous as you proceeded to help conner and superman on their missions instead. pff, forget the batcave, more like the fortress of solitude, am i right?

→you recalled that you had left your laptop at tim's room and you had to get it back. of course, alfred let you in for old times sake (and also because he liked how you would always play chess with him) and told you that tim wasn't home at the moment so you would be able to collect your laptop. only as you made your way into his room, a picture of him and stephanie was now on his dresser, replacing what had once been you. you grabbed your laptop while your eyes lingered at the picture of him and stephanie. before you made your way out of wayne manor, you called to alfred. "yes y/n?" "could you please give tim a message from me?" "of course, what do you wish me to tell him?" "tell him i'm glad he's moved on. and that i wish him the best,"

damian wayne―
→unfortunately, you were stuck seeing damian at school. and it wasn't like he was easy to avoid, you practically had a lot of classes with the guy. not to mention since the two of you chose to sit beside each other in a lot of classes, it was hard to get out of a permanent seating plan ever since most of the teachers were strict on you two sitting together. that didn't go well. let's just say that the two of you fought in gym class which lead to both of you getting suspended for a week. and don't even get me started as to who won that fight

→during your week off of school, you were in quite the mood and mainly pissed at damian in general. it was funny how he chose to pick a fight with you too considering the fact that he hated when someone even dared to lay a hand on your head. whatever, it's not like it matters. the thing between your relationship was that you technically were still together. none of you had officially broken up the relationship, if anything, you two were just taking a small break for that matter. and while that was going on, you just happened to be spending more time with his best friend instead

→"what the hell is his problem anyway? doesn't he just get the fact that i'm not some fragile doll he needs to take care of?" you snapped as you paced around the top of a building in gotham while jon was by your side. the kryptonian only watched what was going on two buildings away with his supervision, not paying attention to what you were saying. "are you listening to what i'm saying?" you asked as you shot a glare at jon. "uh, huh. say, since when did damian and emiko become a thing?" he asked nonchalantly. "WHAT?"

side note―
→please feel free to shoot some requests! i'm really in the mood to write a lot of batboys stuff at the moment! also, sorry for the self-promo, but i got a jason todd fic in the works that's going to be up soon, yay! oh, if you have any good dick grayson, jason todd, timothy drake or damian wayne fics or know of some really good batboy fics please send in those recommendations so i can read them!