Ali

My eyes are dry
I don't cry

My lips have dead skin
And are bleeding

No one's hit me
But I've lost me

My body feels numb
And I'm the victim

I can't write and even if I do, it's not very bright.

I feel lost and I can't find myself at any cost.

If this is life then why is it killing me everyday with a knife?

You were my light
Now I'm not alright!

The grief is too much
And I can't say it in brief

You've gone to fast
And I can't believe you're now in my past.

They think I'm fine
But all i can about is twenty nine

You're on my wallpaper
I wish I could be your neighbor

You were different
But you came on rent

You were my moon
But you left too soon

Heaven's a beautiful place
And you're a beautiful person

I hope to see you one day
Till then all I can do is pray

You were caring
And beautiful like the spring

You were mischievous
And you loved limitless

Something's missing and that's you.
How I wished you could come out of the blue!

After you left, I've changed
But my life yet isn't arranged.

There's nothing to celebrate
Because I've lost my mate

All I've is memories
Can you come back please?

You're a mixture
We only have a single picture

You were there in my childhood
And when you were there my days were good

I miss you
You were my blue

It's been a year
But I still have that fear

I wanted to live with you a thousand years
But you had to leave and now there's poison

I want to live under a small roof
Because our love is bulletproof

We weren't cousins. We were a lovely family!

My love for you will never end
Until my life ends

Words are left unsaid
Here i lie thinking about it on my bed

I don't get your calls anymore
You loved annoying me to the core / i love you to the core.

You don't reply to my messages any more
You don't even view them furthermore...

No one notices what you did
I laughed at you and called you a kid

You asked me to take your name when I'm on stage.
I never thought I would do that in that age.

I'll take your name
You brought me back to my aim.

I had given up after you left.
But that's not what you wanted me to do.

Everyone's there
But you're not here

God doesn't give the same time to everyone
hearing this I just want to run (from the truth)

Why can't I reach there?
Is there anyone who can preach.

Surely you were the younger one
But you taught me things like no one

You taught me what life is
I've to go alone on this drive

My life is incomplete
Without you un sweet.

We'll reunite there, up there in heaven!
A place like none and full of fun.

You're my start
And in my heart

Words are falling short to express
My grief and my happiness are suppressed

You are my ray of hope.
You reminded me of beautiful things and now beautiful things remind me of you...

Happy Birthday Baby brother
That day I didn't only loose you but i lost me too.

I love you to infinity and beyond 💞

ALIFAROOQUI99