Imagine ~ One Shots

• You're my Tear ~ Park Jimin •

This is part two to Just Another Break-Up Song. This will be Jimin's P.O.V.

Italics are the song while regular font is real life.

Enjoy!

WARNING!! SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!!

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*Jimin's P.O.V.*

Goodbyes are, for me, a tear
Without even knowing, it blooms around my eyes

I didn't even realized that tears raced down my face as I saw her go into that room. All I could do was stare at now a closed door.

The words that I could not bring myself to say flow down
And lingering regret crawls over my face

And at that moment, I realized.....I completely lost her.

To me, you were once my dear
But now you're merely a bitter beer

I miss her presence. I miss her lips. I miss her spirit. I miss waking up with her in my arms. I miss her.

My heart that's stained with belated self-loathing
Becomes empty even with the passing breeze.

I was so angry.

But not with her...

But at myself.

At the end of my play where breakup was a lie
The price that I had to pay came to me.

As soon as I stepped in the door when we got back from tour, I knew that she left. I could no longer feel her happy soul in our house.

If someone said they would turn back the time for me
Would I have been able to be a bit more honest?

I wish I could of told her....but I couldn't let her get hurt.

The bare face that only I know
The ugly and pathetic old friends within me

I was supposed to be the one she woke up to every morning. I was supposed to be the one to see her beautiful body. I don't even recognize myself anymore.

Would you still be able to love me again like before
With that smile with which you used look at me

God dammit. I wish I should of told her.

Stop saying things like forever, forever
After all, the end originally exists

I would always tell her that we would be together forever.

Until my stupid ass messed it up.

Just like that....

If there's a start, I don't wanna listen to that
Words that are too correct or too much consolation...I don't wanna listen to that

My mind goes blank. I don't even realize that the woman beside is tugging on my shirt.

"Baby you still there" she says trying to get me to look at her.

I was just so scared
Because it seemed like perhaps I had never loved you at all

All I could think about is my heart crushing when I saw the note she left on the table when I arrived home.

"Did you even love me?"

Although it was late, that you were true
That only you loved me more