Rants

People Who Hate On Gays

Ok so before I start this will be pretty long and probably become 2 rants maybe more.

Ok where do I start? Ok so over the summer I visited my grandparents in Texas. One night I was talking to my friend Joey (who's gay) and I was like "OMG Joey you and Kyle are soooo freaking cute together like seriously!!" And I looked up to find my grandmother literally GLARING at me. So after I get done talking to Joey I sit next to my grandma and ask "Why were you glaring at me when I was talking to Joey?" And she looks at me and says "I don't believe in gay rights. They are gross and sinful and they will burn in hell for all eternity." And my response was "Really? Like you really believe that?" And said "Yeah I do." And I got up and say down in another chair and the conversation escalated to where we were yelling. Then at some point my grandpa joined in (he's against it to) and I just couldn't believe what they were saying. They just kept rambling on and on about how god and the bible say that gays are going to hell and all this bullshit and I know it's bullshit because I've read the bible many times and no where does it say that. So then all of a sudden their neighbor comes up and was like "I heard you yelling and was wondering what's going on?" First of all fuck off nosey bitch. This is our life like seriously that is rude. Second of all this guy was really hot so I forgive him for being rude. Ok anyways my grandparents proceeded to tell him that I believe in gay rights and stuff (kinda like EVERYONE should attack me and tell me I'm wrong and shit) and the guy (his name is Liam) looked at my grandparents and then back at me and said "Ok and???" And they were like we don't believe and gays are going to hell and all that shit and Liam looks at them and says "I believe in gay rights. My brother'a gay and him and his boyfriend are amazing." So basically what happened next BLEW MY MIND. They kicked him out. Literally my grandpa said "Get the fuck out of my house!!" And the guy threw his hands up and left. So the argument proceeded and the reason it stopped/ended is because my grandpa said something that hurt me and really just made me rethink my relationship with my grandparents he said "I know why you're saying all this. You're gay. You probably have a secret girlfriend in Hawaii and this is you coming out." I looked at him and just was like "What the fuck? No seriously what the fuck? So because I believe I stand up for homosexual people and I believe in gay rights that MUST mean I'm gay!" And he nodded his head. And I said this "Ok and so what if I am what would you do then?" (Btw I'm not I just wanted to see what he would say) and he said "I wouldn't do anything." And I thought that he would be ok with it but ohhhhh was I wrong. He proceeded to say "I wouldn't do anything. I wouldn't go to your graduation I wouldn't go to your wedding. Nothing. I would never want to see you again. An if you are then you should burn in hell for your disgusting sins." And finally I said "I can't believe you would say that. I mean I know you don't believe in gay rights and stuff and you probably would say that to a stranger but to say that to your own granddaughter? Who's straight by the way! You are a worthless drunk and I hope you burn in hell for your sins." And he said "What sins? God has forgiven my sins." And I said "Judging people. Telling them they are going to hell for falling in love. Playing god. You have NO fucking clue what god will do to gays. Do you know him? Has he specifically told YOU that they are going to hell. Because if that happens then fuck you and your 'God' because I don't want ANYTHING to do with anyone who would be so cruel to amazing wonderful kind and loving people. Just because they don't like vaginas or penises. That's fucked up and you know it. They are so nice and caring and funny and amazing and they haven't done ANYTHING to you and then you tell them they are going to hell. You are fucked up and I hate you. I don't want ANYTHING to do with EITHER of you if this is really how you feel. I hate you both and I hope you rot in hell with your 'God'. And if 'God' loves EVERYONE then why would he send them to burn in hell just because of who they love? That doesn't sound like someone who love EVERYONE unconditionally but then again what do I know? I'm just a silly girl who has a secret girlfriend." And then I grabbed my shit and left. I called my aunt (who agrees with me btw YAY) and she picked me up and I stayed with her. I haven't talked to my grandparents since an I don't care. They've called but ignore them.

I honestly don't care about people who do that to gays. Like seriously they are normal people they just don't like the same things. And I hate that everyone is presumed to be "straight" until they "come out" like how about NO ONE is straight or gay or lesbian or bisexual or pansexual until they say so. Like I came out to my mom. I said "Mom we need to talk." And I took her to the living room and said "This is really hard for me to say and I don't really know how to say it so I'm just gonna say it." And she looked at me and was like "You're gay." And I looked at her and I said "No mom. *breathes in deeply* I'm....... straight." And she looked at me and laughed. So I said "What? what's so funny?" And she said "You are funny. That was a joke right." And I said "No mom I'm really straight and I hope you will love me no matter what. No matter if I like dicks or vaginas because my attraction to either of them does not make me a different person. I'm still Ashley. I just happen to like boys." And after I think she finally understood what I was doing. And she started to cry and hugged me and after she said "You are so amazing and kind and loving and so smart and that was so wonderful for you to do that."

Another thing. I was at my friends house and he wanted me to be there when he came out to his family. So he came out and his mom and dad started yelling and saying all this shit (basically what my grandparents said to me) and then his older brother stood up and yelled and they stopped yelling at Jason and looked at Masen. And Masen said something that I will NEVER forget. He said "You would rather have him fall in love with someone's genitals over their soul? That's pathetic and just sad." And then he grabbed me and Jason and took us to IHOP and then we went to the movies and then they stayed over at my house.

I know this was probably bad but I'm trying and I'm learning.

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