My thoughts

lets go get fucked

As I fall
My body numb
Tears streaming down my pale face
Hoping you won't see the pain

I'm happy but I'm not
I feel great and then
I don't cry because of the numbness
Through this dark fallen facade
I hope you see my pain that you and others caused me

I'm done being nice and kind
I'm don't being mistreated and taking advantage of
I'm just done with everybody's bullshit
Come at me if you have anything to say to me

And so once again I'm putting up walls
I should've listened to my gut the first time
I'm so stupid and dumb because of my forgiveness and kindness
And so once again I'll say I'm sorry
Over and over

Words can hurt, people can hurt others
I wouldn't dare say what I'm feeling because you don't ask and I wouldn't want to hurt you
But I'm done with being nice and I'll just say what's on my mind
And if I feel that you've been hurting me for a long time
I'll tell you how I feel and leave you hanging dry

*idk, I just needed to rant about stuff*