Summers Over: A Mr. Awesome Novel

Distant

There's a lop in my heart.

A worry in my eyes.

Thoughts that over come me.

Something feels distant.

Out of touch.

Like a piece of you can't be reached.

That piece of you could be the greatest part of me.

It just feels distant.

Out there in it's own stratosphere.

Last night your mind was somewhere distant.

It all was so different.

Now my thoughts run wild.

There's a red lace around my heart.

You placed it there.

You held it there all this time.

Last night something inside made it slowly slip away.

Going into the depth of darkness.

Things aren't like they used to be before.

Your words last night turn things.

I feel distant from the man I used to know.

A simple fight from a promise.

That left my heart falling low.

Refusing to let go.

However when you talk the way you do.

I can't help but to wonder how long.

How long things will hold on.

How long this lace around my heart will hold it's place.

Before the golden key returns to me.

And my heart is broken open.

Mr. Awesome, I don't even want to feel this distance.

It feels like two different worlds are ragging.

The flame to this fire is burning low.

Distance is a low blow.

Your not far.

Just far enough for your words to hurt.

I think about you all the time.

Want to be with you all the time.

Distant words just makes these feelings change.

Mr. Awesome, you tell me what you want.

You said you could never let me go.

Never leave my heart in these chunks.

But last night you showed me things.

Things that turn you from my hunk to junk.

Mr. Awesome, I'm just trying to understand your distance.

Because somewhere I have a hunch.

That there's still a bunch of untold chunks.

Mr. Awesome, just talk to me.