First Drafts

I'm not okay

I'm okay

But not really 

Makes me wanna getaway

Maybe I'm just being silly

Always anxiously waiting

Maybe I need to learn self-restraint

Need to learn how to stop berating

No need to hesitate

Maybe I'll learn quickly

No more wishing

Then I'll stop feeling so sickly

No more dismissing

Maybe it won't be easy

But it'll be worth it

It won't be breezy

Time to admit

I'm not okay

Haven't been for a long time

I won't try to run away

It's not a crime