Stars//ChanLix

Chapter 10

??? POV

tears were shed today, some people shed more tears then others, there wasn't much life left in our lives without him.

there's not much to say besides that we all miss you, we wish you were still here, Minho and Jisung got married and so did Seungmin and Hyunjin, they really wish you were there to watch them make it official, they said it would've been way more magical.

I'm sorry it took almost a year to plan the funeral. it was always a tough subject, and we went through tough times with the store and didn't have the money. i still wish we would've done it sooner

but instead, i count the flowers on your grave trying to stop the tears from falling. I'm trying to stay strong for the younger ones, cause who's going to comfort them if I'm also crying.

the world would be so much better if you didn't have to suffer. but i hope one day you see this letter 

we miss you so much

and it makes us a bit happier knowing you're not alone on the other side

love, Woojin

i lay the letter on Chan's grave as a single tear slides down my face and everyone starts flooding out the gates. some with dry eyes, but most with tears on their cheeks 

i smile softly, from sadness and happiness know that he's not going through that world alone

i turn around to see Hyunjin and Seungmin, hand in hand, tears rolling from their eyes. and then Jeongin, he was trying to hide his tears, and trying to hide the fact that it was destroying him more then he'd care to admit 

"come on, lets go home" i say with a soft smile signalling them to head to the car

they started walking away "I'll meet you guys there" i said and stayed behind for a minute after they nodded

i look at the grave stones 

Lee Felix

09/15/2000 - 3/19/2020
Cause Of Death
Suicide

Bang Chan

10/03/1997 - 3/18/2020
Cause Of Death
Murder

i place one of their wedding photo's in between their graves, the one of them sharing a kiss on their wedding day.

"we will always miss you guys, no matter where you go" i said letting a few tears fall, as i hug their grave stones as some type of closure

"good luck you soulmates" i give them one last smile before walking to the car while drying my tears 

"okay I'm ready" i said to the boys

not even death can withstand their love. that's a love that's rare to find. one that can over power death.