Poems from the Heart

For My Love As A Man

So here you are again

Asking me to say somethin'

All I could do is to stare at you

As I see your tears starting to fall through.

Again you're knocking outside my door

But here I am lying on the floor.

Forcing myself to stay right there

Until again you waked away.

Many times I tried to reach for you,

But something is always hindering me too.

For my love as a man

Is always undone.

Now that it's you who's trying to reach out

And all I could do is to keep out.

For my love as a man

Doesn't deserve you... Woman.

It's been years since I did that

That time, you're such a brat.

Now is this happening for fun?

'Cause all I could do is hide or run?

Things changed since the day you turned me down,

Everything hits me and I frown.

A year after I went down town

And met a girl that kissed my crown.

Now my love as a man is complete and firm,

For the girl I've found and it's her turn.

You will still be a part of my past,

For my love as a man, for you didn't last.

So please stop knocking and begging for me,

Because I know I've already decided truly.

For my love as a man is not for you,

But for the girl that I cared and loved more than I did to you.