sans x lyrica

Him and I

Lyrica's POV

After chara woke up, she dragged me through snowdin, killed every monster there, but it seemed as though the monsters knew it was coming this time. I felt a chill, like someone else was watching us, so I looked around and saw another ghost. "H-hello?" I asked it, chara seeming not to have noticed and had let me out of her grip.  "Olleh dlihc, si lla taht tsud ruoy gniod?" He asked. It was a little hard to understand him but my memory triggered. This was doctor gastor!! Sans and papyrus's father!! "I'm not sure, I mean, I'm not in control of my body, or what it does. So I think, no?" I said uneasily. "Fi re'uoy ton ni lortnoc fo ruoy ydob neht ti t'nsi ruoy tluaf. Sti s'ohw ni lortnoc fo ti." He responder with a smile. Logic rules over emotional problems. I nodded but chara seemed to notice I was gone and then dragged  me along again. I sighed, and started to sing another song. This one about my mom and dad leaving me to defend my brothers and sisters.

You sit there with a look
On your face like you won
Like nothing that I say
Is gonna change how you feel now
You sit there and tell me
You fell out of love
And we are in your way
So you just gotta leave now
And we just need to understand
Your reasons, and you are gonna justify
This treason
By telling me the promises
That we swore, ain't enough
So now you're gonna be another person
And how do I exppain this shit to our son?
How do you tell a toddler bout a girlfriend?
Daddy's gone
Well I will the strongest
That they ever knew!
And I will be there
When they need a love, strong enough
Don't worry I will carry your share for us
No natter how bad the storm
I will be the strongest
That they ever knew
And we'll leave you alone
You sit there with the phone in your hand
And your hurt
You tell me that you feel like you
Lost me when he came
I'm sorry
But I cannot connect with your words
Cause right now what matters
Isn't yours but its his name
And we just need to find another income
Cause she wants you to help her
With her own one
Qnd you want me to tell you
That what you've done is ok?
So now you're gonna be another father?
And I will be a different kind of mother?
But how do you tell a toddler
'Bout step-brothers?
Daddy strayed
Well I will be the strongest
That they ever knew!
And I will be there when they need a love
Strong enough
Don't worry I will carry
You're share for us,
No matter how bad the storm
I will be the strongest that they ever knew
And we'll leave you alone
We'll leave you alone!
Let's talk about family
Let's talk about family
Let's talk of the ties and the lies
And the love that we had in this family
Let's talk about honesty
YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT
HONESTY!!
let go of the hands and the plans
And the chance that we had in this family
Well I will be the strongest
That they ever knew
And I will be there
When they need a love
Strong enough
Don't worry
I will carry your share for us
No matter how bad the storm
I will be the strongest
That they ever knew
And we'll leave you alone!!

Chara had sat down and fallen asleep again  by the time I got done.  I deadpanned at them. It seemed as though they were tempting me to take back control, but I knew better. If I took back control now, I would never be able to fix the mess chara made. And I know it isn't necessarily their fault, they're overwhelmed by hate, and thats driving them insane. I sighed sitting done and waited for them to wake up.