Only the Beginning

Chapter 1

I was scared. I didn't want to go because it'd bring back old memories, ones that made me want to barf. And I knew we'd all start thinking about why this had happen, and who's fault it was. I didn't want that and I knew deep down I felt this way because it was my fault.

But I gave in anyway.

"Okay." I said.

~*~. ~*~.

"I can't go after school today." I whispered into Dylan's ear once Mrs. Shadmin went back to grading her papers.

"Yes, you can, you just don't want to." He whispered back.

"No, of course I want to," I lied, "I just can't."

Mrs. Shadmin's head shot up and just as she was about to scold the two of us, the bell rang.

He turned around in his chair to face me. "Why?"

"I'll tell you at lunch," I told him as I got up and picked up my books and backpack.

"But lunch is not for another two periods."

I shrugged and started heading to my locker.

"It better be a good reason!" He called after me.

I laughed all the way to my locker. I knew there was seriousness behind it but I still couldn't help but laugh.

I opened my locker and pulled out my Bio textbook. The bell rang again and I was officially late for Biology.

Shit. I thought to myself.

I'd never gotten detention for being late and knowing Mr. Mackintosh, he probably wouldn't let this one slip.

I turned around and smacked right into someone. A phone fell and I cursed myself as I picked it up. It looked familiar, very familiar, expect this time there was no crack on the screen.

Come to think of it, this whole situation felt familiar.

Someone chuckled. "Funny how we keep on meeting this way."

I looked up and brushed off some hair that had found its way onto my face.

I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. I don't know what was wrong with me.

"Ryder. I'm Ryder." He told me.

I stared.

His face fell. "You don't remember me, do you?"

"No," I finally said, "No I remember, I just can't..."

He stared expectantly.

"Talk right now." I finished and handed him the phone.

"Yeah, of course. I just wanted to say hi, you know, see how you were doing."

See how I was doing?

I gave him a slightly puzzled look.

He looked down at his watch. "Hey, you gotta get to class so I'll stop holding you up. Talk to you later?"

I nodded. Or at least I think I did.

And just like last time, he flashed me a white smile and walked off.

~*~.~*~.

"I got lunch detention," I told Dylan as we walked out the WestShore school building.

His eyes widened. "That's why I couldn't find you during lunch? Tell me everything."

"There's nothing much to tell. I got to Bio 6 minutes late, Mr. Mackintosh was in a grumpy mood, so I ended up with a detention slip. "

"Isn't Mr. Mackintosh always in a grump mood?"

I shrugged.

"How'd you get to class late?"

"Daydreaming." I lied.

He sighed. "You need to stop that shit."

I laughed and rolled my eyes.

I considered telling him about Ryder. Maybe telling him would somehow help clear the whole situation up.

I was confused. I hadn't spoken to him in six months and he just suddenly comes up to me in an empty hallway to 'see how I was doing'?

I had cut off so many people after Jason died, including him. At the time he seemed like the easiest person to cut off seeing as we never really knew each other. Plus, he's disappeared for a while after that so it wasn't a hard thing to do.

I'd just never thought that our paths would cross again after that night.

I guess I was wrong.

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A/N: HIIII! :)

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