Every Day thoughts

Why

Why tell me why
What did I ever see in you
The very first time

You told me you loved me
Then broke my heart
Into a million little pieces

I fell too fast for you
I admit
But you still made me think
I was your everything

I told you everything
That I went through
You acted like you cared for me
And I believed you so easily

I pushed everyone away for you
I shut them out to let you in
All my friends and family
I can't get back

Why did I bring myself this burden
Only to complicate my life
I didnt need this
I didnt want this

The ups and downs
The highs and the lows
I thought we could get past it
If we were together

I thought we were like a fairytale
The endgame
I thought our love was stronger than anything
I guess I was wrong

After you left
I couldn't deal
But I got past it
And it made me stronger

Now I found somebody new
And he loves me for me
He wont change me
And neither will I

I hope you can look back
And realize what you lost
And I hope you're suffering
As much as how I was

Dont take this as me still having feelings
Cause I dont
I just want you to know
I'm not hurting anymore

Now goodbye
I will now go to enjoy my life
And the love I got.