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3-New Partner

at the cafe- The welcome scent of coffee wafts through the air, calling to my weary legs to come take the rest. A metallic table reflects the sun, almost blinding me for a second. As I take a seat for Kim and for myself, the sun has heated the chairs and it feels comforting and warm. Looking around for a waitress, the need for caffeine is now consuming my mind.

-''So how you've been?'' As I asked the question, it's weird when you realize the person you once told everything to now has no idea of what's happening in your life.

-''Oh I mean everything is different. After changing school and you know moving in with my parents. I need time to get used to all these changes, you know. I've also been seeing someone. What about you?''

-''Oh nice, I mean I'm still the same old me. Still go to rehearsal with the boys, same school. Ya that's it''

It still kind of hurts when I hear her name. I know what we had is over, but it's just so hard to think that we used to text for hours...look at us now. We're strangers. And by the way, it's the loneliest thing in the world to see her and remember that she once meant the world to me.

We stayed at that cafe for like a good thirty minutes, she said we should come here again tomorrow and meet her boyfriend. I mean I don't want to see him with her and him bragging about having the girl of my dreams. But I do want to know what made her fall in love with him. I need to know. We exchanged phone numbers, hugged each other and went where we were supposed to go before meeting up here. I can't believe she actually moved on... and I have been thinking about her every day, every minute, every fucking second. I called Jin to tell him what just happened. He didn't sound happy and asked me to come home right now.

in the dorm- I opened the door, Jin was there waiting for me. He didn't say anything. He just hugged me. I want to cry, but I can't. Nothing is coming out of me.

-"It's okay Jimin, let it out. Everything."

-"I don't know hyung. I am so lost"

-"Hey, this isn't the Jimin I raised. Tell me your true feelings. I cancelled rehearsal when you called me. Go sit in the living room, I'll go get something at the grocery store. So do you want anything?''

-''Jin, you're the best. Thank you for being here for me. I'm fine, I don't need anything right now. Just some alone time for a while."

-''Anytime, that what princesses are for'' When he left, these words kept repeating in my head

I've also been seeing someone

I've also been seeing someone

Today was the day that I found out you had met someone else. Breathing started to get a little bit harder and my vision became slightly clouded as tears started to well up in my eyes. But swallowing bile, blood and a feeling I can't really name I smiled and I said that I was happy for her. That, of course, wasn't a lie. I'm happy that she's happy but it just kills me that she couldn't be happy with me because I tried, I tried so hard to make it work but in the end, you knew what you wanted and it wasn't me, it was him.

Kim's POV- Am I stupid or stupid? I'm not even seeing someone. Why did I panic? What am I suppose to do now? How can someone fall in love with me overnight? I grab my phone and search for my contact some friends that are willing to help. Then I remember this one friend that will help me no matter what

conversation

me -Hola, my old friend!

friend -hi who am I talking to?

me - Shut up! Don't act stupid around me

friend -Ahh sorry, so hey Kim. It's been a while eh. So wassup?

me - I need your help asap

friend -What did you do this time?

me- Can you pretend to be my boyfriend tomorrow?

friend - WHAT! You're hilarious! What made you come to this situation?

me- I met Jimin earlier and I said I was seeing someone...which I am not.

friend - Oh lord have mercy on you. Obviously, I will help you, you little rat

me - Woohoo! So tomorrow meet me at this cafe, I'll send you the link later, at 8 in the morning, please.

friend - No problem. I have to go, my rehearsal is about to start soon. Bye babe.

me- Oh ew you're so cringe. Thank you again. See you tomorrow Mark.

The person I asked help is my best friend, his name is Mark Tuan, a member of a boy group name Got7. But we lost contact because of his carer. He and his friends became so popular in the k-pop community, that he couldn't keep his connection with his family or friends. O well, I hope everything won't be awkward or anything.

Mark POV- Nothing much to do since in a few minutes I am going to my rehearsal... But then I heard my phone ringing. It was call from my best friend, well I mean my childhood friend

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-''No problem''

I think that it would be a good idea because it was a while I didn't saw her but I wanted to show my love to her. Yes, I loved her from forever. She may think that we're only best friend but I don't think in that way...I never did.