Demons inside me

I'm dead

I'm dead 

Only that I'm not six feet under

I'm walking only if you could see beyond that

I'm a happy child but a lost soul searching for freedom

I wanted to be loved

Only that mama couldn't see that

I tried

Only that It's not what am good at

So I switched 

Wanted to be the black sheep

But you know deep down my heart were sending ripple signals

In my head

Were memories

The one's I couldn't let out

So I prayed

Hoping I would find a master healer

But with time

I figured my tears were diamonds

So I stopped

Realizing solace was a pain reliever