Demons inside me

I know this is hard

I know this is a trying time and I need to be strong to make it but God am trying hard and it's proving difficult.

I feel Inadequate

I feel useless

I feel like I am not smart enough

God, I feel shitty but whatever I know this is all a scheme for satan. He wants me to bend the knees 

But I refuse cause I know my failures do not define me

I am not a failure

You have chosen me to rise above others

To stand out and I will!

I refuse to conform

I refuse to be a failure

I refuse to be defined by my mistakes

I refuse to waver because I know you Got me