at morning...
he woke up from his sleep rubbing his eyes he looked at the bed and saw khushi is not there..she must have wake up early thinking this he get up from recliner and goes to freshen up
today he had made a decision, the decision that will change their especially his life forever..but he didnt care about that..because he knows that he dont deserve her
Tu jo nazron ke saamne kal hoga nahi...
Tujhko dekhe bin main..Mar na jaaun kahin ..Tujhko bhool jaaun kaise..Maane na, manaaun kaise?Tu bata...Roke na ruke naina..Teri ore hai inhe toh rehna..Roke na ruke naina...
after breakfast they bothe came to bedroom..because they both want to live alone for sometime and didnt want to face their families now..they both needed time..time for themselves...
a-khushi, i want to speak something important to u
k-please arnavji,ab hame kuch nahi sunana..hume thoda waqt chahiye khud ke liye
a-i understand khushi but its important..
k-theek hai, kahiye
a-wo khushi main wo ...hum wo...
k-kya baat hai arnvji..theek se kahiye na...
arnav took a deep breath..and said
a-khushi tum shantivan chod ke kab jaa rhi ho?
when khushi listened what he said she is totally shocked..
k-kya kaha apne?
a-yahi ke tum ghar chodkar kab jaa rhi ho?
she looked at his eyes to find the truth but he looked away and leaves the room..
now, khushi is sitting all alone in their room..no,his room..now she is not going to be weak..she also had made her decision..
At evening,
khushi came downstairs with packed bags
everyone is having tea when nani saw khushi coming with bags
nani-khushi bitiya, ye bag lekar aap kaha ja rhi hai
k-naniji,wo hum kuch din apne parivar ke sath guzarana chahte hai to isisliye.....
nani thought about her decision..poor soul had beared evrything without her fault..she must needed time for herself thinking this she said
nani-khushi bitiya, aap ja skti hai
k-ji naniji..
saying this she looked at everyone for the last time and smiled..and left shantivan
arnav who saw her retreating figure thought she didnt tell his decision to the family..because she cared for them so much..from now on she will not have any relation with his family because of his decision but still she chose to be silent..didnt told his family the truth nor she created any kind of drama..how selfless person she is and he a selfish monster thinking this he left the living room...finally, arnav singh raizada got a new reason to hate himself......
i close my eyes and take a deep breath
and i think about my life and how i ended up to this way,
i think about the ruin, devastation and wrackage that i caused to myself and to others.
i think about self hatred and self loathing.
i think about how and why and what happened and the thoughts came easily but the answer don't.....
