Regrets? [Bnha]

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-Deku POV-

I closed my eye's and smiled. The breeze from the moving train forcing my hair out of my face. It felt nice. A million thoughts swarmed in my head. Thoughts from a long..
Long time ago- thoughts and memories that i don't want to see ever again. I opened my eye's back up. The city looked beutiful. The lights were shinning brightly, lighting up the whole city, even though it was almost pitch black outside. I felt my jacket flowing behind me, getting faster and faster as i stood up. I took a deep breath. I felt so... free.... I love being a villain.

I was interrupted by flashing police lights beside me. I looked over and saw 2 police cars driving at my pace. One of the officers stuck her head out of the car holding a megaphone. "Excuse me sir, but we must ask you to get off of the train imediantly. It's a safty hazard." I resituated my mask and looked at her. "Your a fun hazard. But alright." I backed up to the edge of the train, away from them. "Sir? Sir stop!" The other police car drove ahead and tried to get the train to stop. Amateurs.

I looked at the officer. "Don't mind me, just getting off the train." I chuckled. "Sir no! Wait to get off in a safer manor!" The officer shouted, a slight panic in her voice. I slowly leaned backwards, spreading my arms out. "Sir wait!!!" I fell backwards off of the train. The wind making my jackets flow violently. I slowly turned so i was facing towards the ground below. My jacket almosy flying off of me, nearly leaving me behind with just my green turtle neck.

It was a surprisingly long fall, took about 2 minutes for me to almost hit the ground. I looked up from my falling and noticed a certain Erasure headed pro hero. Not good. He watched me for a second, contemplating if i was going to do something last second, or if i was falling to my death. Finally he started running towards me. I ignored him. He's the last thing i need right now.

I let my mind wonder for too long, because i almost hit the ground if Mr. Aizaw- Erasure head, didn't catch me. He grabbed me with his scarf, stopping me right before i hit the ground. He pulled my up, using a lamp post as a pully, and reached for my mask. "Who are you? And why did you jump off that train?" I swung slightly, just getting out of his reach. "I'm..." I chuckled. "...I'm Deku. But you already know me, don't you Mr. Aizawa?" His eye's widened and he almost dropped me.

"Whoa- careful there!" I squirmed out of the scarfs grasp and sat next to my old teacher. He looked at me. "How..?" He asked, wrapping his scarf back around him. "Wouldn't YOU like to know Mr. Sleeping bag." I teased. "You disappeared! Just vanished- of course i want to know!" He said, glaring at me. "Ah... Yes... That's..." I coughed quietly. "Fair.. I guess." He put his hand on my shoulder, but i brushed him off. "Everyone was worried sick- where did you go?"

I looked at him and elbowed his arm. "Where do you think?" He looked me up and down. "I thought you were dead in the League of villains basement or something! But you look like you've been living it up with your whole- mask situation- and- uh- ...turtleneck." He huffed in annoyance. "Where were you." He demanded. "Out here! In the city! Minding my own business, and .... not being in anyone's.... way..."

He sighed. "You wern't in anyones way when that happened.. It wasn't your fault-" I interrupted him. "Oh but it was. It really was all my fault." I looked at my hand with all the scars from One For All. "But that's not the reason i ran away... It was more personal than that..." I brushed my fingers through my hair. "I don't wanna talk about it." He looked at me. "Your stutter is gone.." He said. "Huh? Oh- yeah, it is..." I avoided eye contact. "Well.... What's your status now? Hero? Civilian? You have a weird get-up... Uh... Clown?" I stood up and looked down at him.

"I'm a villain."