Damaged

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I woke up in the same place ive been waking up for the past 45 days, residential it's my last day here, but I'm not better but I'm trying to be, they don't seem to see that I'm faking it. I went into the living room where all the girls were I liked all of them, there were 8 of us and wen all got although I mean we all suffer from eating disorders so that kinda connects us I guess.

"Hey Rub, morning." My friend Alex said

"Another day in paradise." I smiled and sat down next to her and started to read before breakfast

Ten mins later Chrissy called us into the kitchen, we all sat down at the long table with two of our therapists, they served us hot oatmeal with berries, a glass of water and a glass of OJ. Even though my relationship with food isn't that good, to say the least Lisa our chef is one hell of a cook. All the girls were quiet and the counselors started a conversation we all talk and ate our meal, thirty minutes later breakfast was over, we all went back into the living room and before I knew it I had to say bye to all my friends I made in new york.

When I got home my only two friends were waiting for me Cait and Lexi, when I saw them I jumped out of the car as fast as I could.

"HIIIIIIIIII" They both yelled at me I ran and hugged them

"I missed you guys," I said when we all walked inside

When I went into my room everything was different my room color, decor, and bed, thank god because that room was so ugly before I put my luggage upstairs and started to unpack and talk to my girls.

"So Ruby how was it, how are you?" Lexi said and Cait gave her a look

"It was hard at first but I met a lot of cool people and I'm doing great," I said and faked a smile my eating disorder isn't as bad as t was when I got there but after every meal, I still wanna throw it all up.

"OMG Cait we didn't tell her about Gio yet!" Lexi yelled and jumped up off my bed

"Whos Gio?" I asked still putting my stuff away

"This really hot bad boy Italian at our school he's so hot and he's only a senior a year older than us." Lei gave me a look and continued "You know there is a party tonight I'm sure he's gonna be there and what better way to ease you back into being around people who have no clue where you where and why you went at school for a while than a PARTY!!!" Lexi gave me a were-gonna-get-so-fucked-up-tonight look.

"I just got back" I growled, Lexi grabbed my hands and started jumping up and down

"Please please please rubbbbb I will do anything???" She gave me those puppy eyes and now I knew I couldn't say no.

Before I knew it I was putting on leggings and a long sleeve shirt, I wasn't gonna dress up I don't want people to see how fat I got, or the scars on my leg and arm. Lexi was putting on makeup and Cait was straightening her hair I was all ready. A half an hour later we were in Caits Audi riving to the party.