oneshots

Take care (잘있어) - Kim Hanbin

There they stood, half lying besides each other in a comfortable silence on top of a car, staring at the view facing them while the night city lights shine back at them.

It was their hideout, a hill that gives a clear view of the busy city, with no one to worry about for the moment but themselves.

"Did I do well?" was the first thing he said in almost a whisper.

"Hanbin.." she breathed, staring at the perfect view of his side profile as he stared forward. It was dark but his fine proportions stoud out. "I'm proud of you."

And there she said all she's been carrying on her shoulders with a soft smile, willing her best to ease his nervousness.

"But I'm such a disappointment." The sound he let out broke the remains of her wounded heart to tinier pieces.

"Bin, are you crying?" No shit Sherlock.

Sensing his embarrassment, she moved closer and buried the face he was hiding in her embrace.
He held on to her, tightly, closely, desperately as if she was his very last hope. And she is his only hope.

She would shush him if they were under different circumstances.
"It's okay, let it all out Bin."

If only he was just crying over a stupid argument with Bobby or Junhoe, if only he was just stressed and needed a piece of inner piece. She'd give him the comfort he needs, but without having to see him cry like this.

But what's breaking him down was something more than all the struggles he faced back then combined.

He was totally lost. He lost his everything in a blink of an eye. The crying boy in her tight embrace is a broken soul who can't even face the world. Poor thing he's been through a lot and he's still suffering.

"I- .... I-" he tried to say something through his sobs,

"Hanbin, breathe." but he was out of breath and he was having a hard time trying not to fall into a panic attack.

With tears silently streaming down her face like a waterfall, she kept on holding him, giving him the safety he needed while softly combing his hair with her delicate fingers.

Finally calming down a bit, "I don't.. know w-what to do.." he hiccuped.

"Nothing."

"Huh?" And she finally could see his perfect, blemish free face as he looked up at her with wet, puffy eyes and a confused look.

"You don't have to do anything." She smiled. "Do you have to do something other than doing you? I don't think so."

She touched his cheek, trying to wipe his tears with her thumb and he leaned to the touch, silently waiting for her to continue.

"Just be yourself Binnie. You don't need to focus on anything other than yourself for the moment. Anything else comes eventually afterwards. Take all the time you need to heal your wounds. You need this. There are millions out there just waiting to see your precious smile again. I don't want you to give them a fake one." She went back to combing his hair. It seemed to really do a great job calming his senses. "Those who really love you for who you are will definitely understand. They will wait for you. They never want to see you hurt because it'll hurt them just as much. So it's okay to wait. It's all for better results. You need to be stronger. I want my strong Hanbin back."

The mentioned male didn't realize he was closing his eyes until he heard her voice creak. He looked at her with a crooked smile.

"I'll make sure I'll be back stronger than ever."

There's her strong man whom she leaned on and trusted the most. His confidence getting slowly back to him indicating how willing he is to start again. She smiled genuinely at him, holding back a squeal as he blushed under her wide smile.

He buried his face again and this time they stayed silent, welcoming the cold breeze with open arms as they felt more comfortable in each other's warm embrace.

But great moments always live short, she knew it was going to be the last time seeing him for quite a while before he gets to pick up his pieces by himself.

"Hanbin."

"Hm?"

"Please, take care."

A/N:

So.. this is my first oneshot i hope you like it.
I was just scribbling down what i had in mind.

I wish i can hold him and tell him that tho but i just hope that at least some1 did that for me:((

Please always support my babie and shower him with love and appreciation bc he needs them the most.

Please smile!

See ya soon!!

~ Ray ♡.