WHY DO GOOD GIRLS LIKE BAD GUYS? (falling in reverse fan fic)

THE ONLY EXCEPTION (JALEX CHAPTER)

Okay so i thought that i needed to make Jalex happen so this is an extra chapter about the moment Alex confesses his feelings to Jack. I was thinking of possibly writing a Jalex spin off sort of thing once this story is done so this will be a sort of taster for that. Enjoy! 

Emily:3

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Alex's P.O.V

"No Beau you cannot ride on my back!" i shouted at the hyper, drunk Blessthefall vocalist who was currently trying to climb up me. He pouted at me."I have to go find Jack."

So i had finally decided that tonight would be the night that i would confess my love for my best friend, Jack Barakat. After months of bottling up my feelings i knew that the night ahead of me would be the right time to make my move. The scene was perfect, the sun set in the background, the deep blue ocean waves, the flicker of the red and orange campfire. The atmosphere was relaxed and everyone was happy and care free. I had set up a picnic rug a few meters away from the sea with a perfect view of the sunset. I had laid out a bottle of champagne with two glasses and i had lit some orange scented candles, jack's favourite. 

After a while of searching around I located jack sat on a log with Emily, Alan Ashby, Mike Fuentes and Kellin Quinn. Although he was joining in with the conversation, he seemed quite distant. Walked over to the group and cleared my throat to get their attention.

“Hey Jack can i talk for you for a minute?” I asked reaching out my hand to him. He nodded and stood up taking my hand.

“Where are we going I thought you just wanted to talk…?” Jack asked, confused as I lead him further and further away from the others.

“I have something for you just wait and see!” In all honesty I was very excited, but the thought of him rejecting me still haunted my thoughts. So many unanswered questions were about to be answered. I was scared that he would laugh at me. I knew that if he didn’t say yes things would always be awkward. If he rejected the band could be at stake. It wasn’t like he was homophobic or anything I mean when his brother came out as bisexual 4 years ago he was very supportive about it. Also, everyone already thought we were a couple. The way we acted around each other, the touching, and the cheek kisses not to mention the kisses on stage that made my heart melt every time. The fans had their strong belief in Jalex, our friends thought of us as a couple any way, what more could you ask for?

After about 5 minutes of walking down the beach hand in hand we finally reached the picnic I had set up. When Jack saw it his mouth at first dropped open and then formed in to the huge grin that I loved so dearly.

“For me?” he asked still smiling from ear to ear.

“Yes all for you! I thought we could watch the sunset together,” I replied very happily due to his reaction. So far things were going exactly to plan. I sat down on the rug and pulled him down next to me. I picked up the bottle of expensive champagne and popped the cork being careful not to let it fizz all over us. Wow, that sounded sexual. I poured the alcohol into the two glasses and handed one too him.

“The sky looks so beautiful tonight!” Jack said taking a sip of his drink and starring upwards, “look at all of the colours. I feel like Kellin Quinn should be in the background singing an emotional song about how much he loves his wife in the background!” we both laughed and then fell silent. It was time to tell him the real reason we were out here.

“Jack I need to tell you the real reason I brought you here.” He turned his attention and starred in to my eyes questioningly.

“What’s up?” He asked confused but casual. I stared into his deep brown eyes, almost getting lost in them. I took his and held it in mine softly. He started to grin like a fool. I giggled and carried on.

“I’ve wanted to say this to you for a long time and I think now is the right time.” I paused for a second to think of how to word my confession. “You are all I ever think about. I wake up in the morning and smile because I know you will be right there in the bunk across from me. Your my best friend, the one person in the world that I can tell anything to and they will never judge me. Jack Bassam Barakat, I think I might be in love with you.”

I looked into his eyes hopefully. His face went blank for a minute then the corners of his mouth turned up in to a smile. Suddenly his lips met mine. They were soft and delicate and all I had ever dreamed of. I felt like the belonged there. His mouth moulded to mine perfectly like two puzzle pieces finally fitting together. We held for a few seconds and then pulled away to stare deeply in two each other’s eyes. He held his arms open for me to slide in to them. We lay back and I rested my head against his shoulder which seemed to fit perfectly. The sun was almost fully hidden beyond the horizon as we sat in candlelight. The stars in the sky were beaming down on us. It was just like the movies.

“Hey you see all of those millions of stars up there?” Jack said softly. ‘Yes?’ I replied.

“I love you more than every single star in the sky, my love. Alex I’ve always felt this way about you but I’ve been too scared to tell you. I don’t even understand this feeling, im not gay but, you are my only exception.” He held me tighter as he spoke. I wanted to stay forever in his arms.

“So this is what love feels like.”

I am so fucking proud of this chapter idc dfghjhgfdsfgh

but yeah its short and off topic but yolo and that.

did i really just say yolo..........